The Only Way To Conquer!

This is Lore165.


This is the First Letter of Lore165.

07/03/2008 06:19AM (cell’s time) 6:16AM (computer’s time) where from the date we have in the day and month, a 73 or 37 where they both relate to the “CY” or “see why”. From the First Time we have 6/19, the day I got shot on and the Second Time is all about 61 and 16, my link to you Lore and to Linda.

Dear Lore

I just first want to jot down some Notes I have made during the past few days. And of course their was a built up to these notes getting into this reality specifically on 04/03/2008. But here are the notes and sms’e I kept track of. But notes first.

First Note

03/03/2008 and 04/03/2008 (because of the night thing they both fall under – although they are two separate days in daylight).

At 23:36 or 11/9, I was thinking of the song: The only way out is the only way in and its you.
The second part of this note is that I got the word 2morrow where the “O’s” are resembling 0 and from MorroW we have that the first and the last letter are each other’s upside downs and both fall in the category of 44. So built into this word 2morrow, we have the hope of 44. But although the beginning as well as the end of “morrow” holds some kind of hope, it is linked to the 0 and to the 2. But there are 2 44’s.
Then I got the word: Footprints – where there is nothing but footprints.

Next Note

04/03/2008 12:57PM

My father just got onto his computer the “Nero” screen. And none of us could find how to get out of it. But I looked up on internet the name “Nero” and saw that it was some kind of Rome Emperor that is also called Ceasar. And he was known to play the fiddle while Rome was burning. And my father asked me what this “Nero” program is for and I told him that is how you burn a CD.

I was surprised that we have incorporated as humankind that “burn” concept – that the Emperor of Rome was linked to burning as well is the burn program on computer, also called Nero.
04/03/2008 13:09
(But 9 the upside down of 6 and 13 is also 1PM and 1 + 9 = 19 which gives a 6/19 – the day I got shot).
But to understand the above notes better, I have send sms to a friend as follow:

First sms
13:41. Im getting
the lesson
patience 2day.
But this is eating
me up.
04/03/2008
13:44:39

Next Note
How long still will
they test my
painlevels?
04/03/2008
16:57:38

Next Note
Vandag was n
battle wat vir 72
ewighede geduur
het. En ek voel
jammer vd
badguys en hoop
The Creator of ALL
kan hulle vergewe.
En toe skud ek
hand met badguys
en simpatiseer en
is toe uit daar die
berusting in vd
Niks.
04/03/2008
18:56:38

Next Note
It was actually
840 minutes of
eternities i
suffered through.
And 84 inverse of
Lindas 48 or 31 08
Meridian. In total
a 12 or fulfillment.
Renee
04/03/2008
20:11:39

On this day, the 04/03/2008, I had the longest most terrible day of my life. But at least I made a breakthrough – or so it seems to me.

Next Note

04/03/2008 19:06 turning 07

I just hope (after today) that the good can forgive the bad and the bad the good for judging them.
04/03/2008 19:08

Next Note

05/03/2008 08:19AM turning 08:20AM (20:20)

The horoscopes on DSTV today for the Sagittarian is the 3rd and 4th line, the 3rd sentence:

“Students who have put in the required work should receive GOOD GRADES FOR THE EXAM”.

And all started on Monday 03/03/2008 and yesterday all hell broke loose on 4/3. And it is the 3rd and 4th line but 3rd sentence. So it seems what ever I did on 03/03 and 04/03 in 2008, was a not only some form of breakthrough, but it received “GOOD GRADES”.
05/03/2008 08:22AM

Next Note

05/03/2008 15:40 or 64 and inverse 46 is linked to the death and alive balance proof of {0;0}.

The only way to conquer is not by defeat, but by GOOD judgment.
05/03/2008 15:41
And this the End of The First Letter of Lore165.

REGARDS
Renee
07/03/2008 07:06AM (cell’s time) 7:04AM (computer’s time) and something has happened with the little thing you must use to scroll around with. My “Genius” mouse of the computer. Just after the note about Good and Bad forgiving one another. So there is something with this mouse that needs my attention to see something.


This is the Second Letter of Lore165.

07/03/2008 07:44AM (cell’s time) 7:41AM turning 42 (computer’s time)

Dear Lore

Yes, no explanation this time on time. But there are still notes in my Notebook to document on computer from this week of “Primary Pressure”.

First Note of Second Letter of Lore165.

05/03/2008 16:02

If you are an immortal, how do you get out of that state? Create a duality and become the opposite of immortal, namely mortal? And you don’t just have life (mortalness), but you must must “die” as a mortal. But when “one soul” is immortal, it is “one soul” and will always stay that “one soul” – it can never become nothing. But if you are in duality and you were a “one soul” that was immortal, then at least you have a chance to get out of the state of immortalness and become mortal and with what I am busy co-creating, you can reach the NO-thingness as “no soul entity” and become nothing. So then you are not immortal or mortal anymore, you are nothing.
05/03/2008 16:07
(and 1 + 6 = 7 + 7 = 14)

Next Note

05/03/2008 18:34

As human being I appear to be sinical. A lot of people would think that. But I have been shown that you have to be sinical to bridge the gap between knowing and Sinicism. And that knowing is the Divine Spark I am always looking for in every situation.
So the most sinical can also be the most positive.
05/03/2008 18:37

Next Note

05/03/2008 23:27

All that is left is nothing but footprints.
05/03/2008 23:27
Ns. Nothing left footprints

Next Note

06/03/2008 19:52 (and 52 the Sacred Number of the Mayans)
Is the following possible: Nothing can love – that is in something different as reality as the only thing believed to be real, is love. So when we get to the point where we understand this (how the one thing that is real actually keep us from going home, or to the NO-thingness), then nobody/nothing will be able to love or

Nothing can love.
06/03/2008 19:53

Next Note

06/03/2008 20:39 or 2012

If the devil is real – then it means it is only part of “the state of mind of being in the world of opposites”. It cannot function anywhere else than in real(ity) – as it is real?
06/03/2008 20:40
(or as 20 hours is also 8Pm, we get from the time a 840 – the amount of eternities I had to go through on 04/03/2008, and see “This is the First Letter of Lore165).
Ns. By the way, Doreen Virtue claims that

the only thing that is real, is Love.
(and the real thing is what keep us in this reality, or state of mind of the world of opposites)

But this is the Second Letter of Lore165, which mean we had a 1st letter and 2nd letter or a 12, the number combination of fulfillment.

But one last thing before I end this letter Lore165 in total:

This is Entry107 of my Journal.


Part1 of Entry107 of my Journal.

03/03/2008 01:32PM turning 01:33PM where from the 01:33, and if we compare to the date, we get from the date: 3/3 or 33 and 2008 or 2 + 8 = 10, the inverse of 01. But if you add the minutes of the two times, we get 32 + 33 = 65 - the amount of dimensions.

This Part1of Entry107 of my Journal, first kick off with a note from the notebook:

First Note

02/03/2008 20:37

What ever is Created, is Creation and has a Creator. But although it seems as if something and nothing are opposites, nothing is also something, namely nothing. So being opposites is merely and appearance.

But 1 is still ok of the amount of "things". But when it becomes 2 or more than 1, that causes chaos (although there will always be a method behind the madness). In our case it is something that has been created, some form of a Creation which must have had a Creator.

But what I could never understand, is where did that first "particle" (for the Big Bang theory) came from - until I realized at Carnival City, that the particle itself is the problem, as it is considered to be some cell/element, some form of Chemistry that has a relation to Physics, especially Quantum Physics, because Chemistry is still relying on particles/cells/elements and Physics are now going into "strings" for explaining atoms. So the atoms are not particles anymore as it is slowly turning into "strings" in Physics scientists.

But even the space - what ever caused this Creation to have a place to start off in - where did that space came from. My feeling today and tonight sits with me - a totally misinterpreted origin of Everything!
02/03/2008 20:46
(And 46 linked to the proof of the {0;0} point of the opposites life and death).

Second Note

03/03/2008 09:24AM

If you take that vertical Axis with the new number system on the left side - the new number system seems like chaos, but there is actually a method behind that madness as that "chaotic number system" is being invented for the sake of balance, to reach the point {0;0}.
03/03/2008 09:26AM

And this is the end of the notes for Part1 of Entry107 of my Journal. And I realize that maybe the First Note will be unacceptable - as how can there be another science than the one we have - we can explain "Everything" with the science we have up to date. But it seems now, that although scientists believe that the science practised now is the only science, there is already a paradox between what chemistry says (particles) and what the new wave in Physics ("strings") are.

So how we happened, I don't have a clue anymore - as when I was a child I thought the only way to describe the origin of us, was Big Bang Theory. But now I even challenge that. I do not think we have the slightest clue of what we are creating in the name of the Creator in the whole of the Creation.

To start from scratch, I think the perfect place to begin is that experience I had in hospital where I have been to the NO-thingness. But what I cannot understand, is how the Creator got out of that state of being, being nothing, to become the Creator of Creation. That is the place I want to go back to, but at this stage, as I must still be in this state of mind of being in the world of opposites, I am wondering how the Creator managed to get out of that state, as in that state of being, the no-thingness, is nearly impossible as you are not an entity, you are nothing. And I still realize that the only way to have gotten me out of that NO-thingness, was the cause of other realities/dimensions creating for me to come back out of that NO-thingness as I would never have realized that I am/or can be, while in the NO-thingness, someone and realize the thing called "self". So the real big question is:

How did the Creator realize the state of being nothing!

But I can understand why and how I got out of there, but how did the Creator of Everything came out of it? And I believe that if that answer is found, the origin will be understood. As a matter of fact, I think a lot will be revealed when that answer is found about the origin.

And this is the End of Part1 of Entry107 of my Journal.
03/03/2008 02:01PM
(and if you add 3 + 3 + 10 + 2 + 1 = 19, but the day and month is 3/3 or 6, which give the combination of 19/6 - the day I was shot).
And all this for Lore165 – although the 04/03/2008 was probably one of my toughest days ever, it brought me a breakthrough. See, every cloud has a silver lining.

REGARDS
Renee
07/03/2008 08:12AM (cell’s time) 8:09AM (computer’s time) where 8 + 9 = 17 and the Second Letter ended with Entry107. But from the minutes of the First Time, we have a 12, the number of fulfillment.