This is the Second Letter of Lore159.
17/01/2008 9:11PM (computer’s time) 21:06 (cell’s time) where the hours gives either 99 or 21 21 and the minutes gives 11 + 6 = 17.
Dear Lore
First I want to give you the intro to Entry98 of my Journal, in order to get the picture clearer, it is essential to first read the cover letter as to 4 letters which did not have much truth but a few sentences here and there that is part of what should come about. But here follow the “cover letter”:
Cover letter to Lore with 155, 156, 157 and 158 – but they were merely there to fill space, with an important message built within sentences and a bit hidden.
Sorry about this Lore, but as you can see inside the attachments, some structuring had to be done as well as some things being streightened out - and all to send the Second Time a Second Time. A second time within a second time. And for the sake of Divine Order. I hope it is right now!
Renee
16/01/2008 9:03PM and 93 is the inverse of 39. And 3 + 9 = 12, the number of fulfillment!
28/12/2007 23:05 (cell's time) 11:10pm (computer's time) where the Second Time gives 11:10 or 111 or "reveal/revelation/insight". And from the First Time we have the 23 hours which is also 11pm and then 11 + 5 = 16, the inverse of my connection to you.
Dear Lore
I just first want to copy a letter I "e"mailed to John in which you will know what is going on in my life at the moment and why I have been so quiet lately. But there are also attachments, 4 to be honest. But I turned 40 also on 21/12/2007, so we have a 40 and a 4, which gives if added, a 44. Anyway, here follow the quotation:
THE LETTER TO JOHN
28/12/2007 22:29 (cell's time) 10:34pm (computer's time) and between the minutes of the First Time and Second Time, there is 5 minutes apart. And 5 the Sacred Number of the White Lions.
Dear John.
I just want to share this synchronicity that happened with receiving your sms on Christmas eve, the 24/12/2007. I was with my Afrikaans family and we were handing out the present thing for Christmas, and as I opened my one present, I just saw (as I could make out it is a dvd) the words: White Lions, when your sms came through. And I checked on my cell phone what the time was and still showed my brother's wife the time and it was 20:20 exactly. But the time it shows on my cell phone from your phone to mine, the time shows: 2007/12/24 20:24. And it was a dvd about the White Lions of Sanbona - yes, there close to you guys.
Other wise, well, I had a "magical" experience on the night of 18/19 of 12/2007. It was a Tuesday night. What went on, I don't know yet for sure. But it seems like the insight I had was that I was going to the BIG BOSS. But then it changed/or did not change - it could have just been going to another dimension, but I saw a window and saw a person lifting up the window and going inside, climbing through this window. And inside was a camera or hologram or something, but this person put a veil over the lens. And then I felt how the planet came out of me a again. (As I took the planet inside me a while ago - maybe a year or so, not sure). And then the planet was in this space where this person/who seemed to be myself, climbed through 5the window into. It seemed like the NO-thingness. As, besides for the camera/hologram, there was NO-thing. And I could hear people outside crying and praying - as my parents started getting ill from the frequency that was hitting our place - 28 La Paradise. And some woman I heard said: Look what is going on there (but just in Afrikaans). And I could hear other people in other flats yelling or something and the dogs in the area were going on and on. My parents are still trying to recover from that night. Their speech is effected and they do not know what they are doing - or so it seems. But then, after the planet was delivered inside that window, I was flying and I saw the 4 corners of the Earth and the Angels/Beings that are in charge to hold on to those corners. And Len was the one suffering most, as I could see how he was biting on his teeth to hold on to the "pole", or what ever it was he had to hold. But the next day, the 19th, I got that a protection shield was covering the planet. It seemed to be made of some kind of plastic (but that was explained to me). I would like to give the whole lot of the information I received to you in this email, but it is just not posssible now. As we are 10:53 already and the information I have already (especially about the electrons and photons and atoms), have, makes it hardly bearable for my body at this stage to deal with those electromagnetisms. I cannot stand this comp8uter's electromagnetism it sends out, so I must hurry on these kind of stuff.
So I had a rollercoaster ride. And it seems we are still not through? But it seems the same night I had this insight happening in this area we are living in, (as it seems the whole area was effected), Len dreamt about holding on to something. This makes all of the happenings not so questionable anymore - more questionable in the way that what is exactly going on? Len also said to me that he and Jessica are getting the feeling that the normal Reiki work, is not going to be of use any longer. And I think I agree, especially if I look at what I found out about the atom stuff in physics!
Anyway, just wanted to share the past few days with you.
Regards
Renee
28/12/2007 22:56 (cell's time) 11:01pm (computer's time) - and I got a lot of other information as well which is documented, but not on computer, but the Second Time, gives a 111 or as I found what a 111 shows, a "revealing/revelation/insight". But from the First Time we have 22 + 11 = 33 and added to the hour of the Second TIme, we get 33 + 11 = 44. But we still have a 1 left, which gives a 44 + 1 = 441 or the inverse of 144
END OF THE LETTER TO JOHN AND JOHN’S REPLY:
Wow.
Thank you for sharing this.
You know I can not remember what I did on the 18th/19th except that it was the 1st Tuesday night I did not teach since June.
I have been quite restless in the last two weeks, specially on the 21st and 23rd, and then again the last two nights again.
Yesterday a friend called at 17.03 (on the 27th) and told us about a piece of farm land for sale in the Tankwa Karoo (on the road between Ceres and Calvinia) for a very reasonable price.
Tomorrow we are going to drive through and look at this land.
We will only be back late on Sunday.
Will email you then.
RegardsJohn
(Send on 29/12/2007 at some time after 12:00PM)
And my reply on this letter then on 29/12/2007 was as follow:
29/12/2007 10:25am (cells time) 10:29am (computer's time) and from the First Time we have a 1 + 25 = 26, which is the inverse of 62 (which is linked to both Einstein and the Iceberg off the coast of East London because of Global Warming). From the Second Time we have 10 + 29 = 39, which if added, gives 12, the number of fulfillment.
Dear John
I got so much goosebums when I read your email and yes, I am restless these past two days and today 2 it seems as well. I have no clue what is going on - I just gave you the info of what happened here. And the 21st was my birthday, but remember that Linda Tucker has the day 23 for her birthday. And if you add 21 + 23 = 44.
But look how far that piece of land is from the Sanbona Reserve where they have the White Lion pride with Queen and Jabulani as the starters of the White Lion family they have there. Apparently this Reserve is about 3 hours drive from Cape Town. But I just looked at your email now again - and again goosebumps supreme. I do not want to tell you what to do, but this piece of land - I don't know, there is something to it! As the moment I start thinking about this, I get goosebumps.
My take on everything is that those of us that are on the spiritual journey (or that is what we think), are actually here on the planet to do awesome work. And the way the cookie crumbles at this stage, I think our bodies are adjusting to something new. That is why we are so restless. But I get the feeling that being out there in nature, will help all of us. Funny enough, just before I came to check on my emails, I was thinking of taking a job somewhere where I can be in nature. So it seems your calling is luring you to nature as well. I think between people and electricity - especially electric stuff, we pick up electro magnetism that does not "function" so well with our bodies anymore. That is what I found out. But between the animals and nature, we should be fine - or that is what I am feeling intuitively. I also have the notion to get to a place in nature.
But see how far that farm is from that Reserve I told you about. It seems I get a lot of stuff/a lot of stuff happens to me, to give other people help.
IN the End though, it must be your own intuition though, that guides you. But at this stage I get the feeling we are acting as chess pieces - we can only do the right thing.
REGARDS
Renee
29/12/2007 10:41am (cell's time) 10:46am (computer's time) and from the First Time we have 10 + 41 = 51 where the 15 or 51 combinations is for me linked to Divine Order. And from the Second Time we have 46 + 1 = 47 or 11, and our day today is 29, also an eleven. This gives 11 + 11 = 22. And the Hebrew language have got only 22 letters in its Alphabet.
(End of the Letter to John).
So, as you can see, a lot of stuff is not documented on the computers yet. But as soon as that is finished, I will mail them as well.
But, you still have the attachments to go through, so let me not give you too much to absorb.
And thanx for everything - as that night it seemed you were here in some or other way, helping out!
REGARDS
Renee
28/12/2007 23:13 (cell's time) 11:18pm (computer's time) and from the first time we have from the first numbers from the hour and minutes, a 21 or 12 and we are left with a 3 + 3 = 6. And the 11:18, gives the 29. But 29 + 6 = 35, my domino I picked up when leaving Cape Town. But the 3 and 3 also gives 33 and 2 + 9 = 11 and
33 + 11 = 44.
(And Lore’s letter send on 16/1/08 9:06PM)
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And although the whole letter is sort of based on that one occasion that happened on the night of the 18th/19th, of 12/2007, what followed from that was the beginning of a lot of new answers. It was also the beginning of understanding better what I was steering towards. Where most of the answers are already in my work, I just need to put together what is needed where and I have a good idea where and how. A kind of bridge between science as known in 2007 still and religion. And basically it comes down to a BIGGER picture. But here follow Entry98:
This is Entry 98 of my Journal.
Part1 of Entry98 of my Journal.
09/01/2008 08:57 or as 5 + 7 = 12, we have the 8, which is The Weaver of Fate and the 12, which is the number of fulfillment.
This entry is Entry98, and 9 + 8 = 17. But where I have to start to quote from my Copper Notebook, there is exactly 17 pages in the Copper Notebook left till it is full and they are written up till the last line in the Copper Notebook. But this file was created on 30/12/2007 at 08:44AM.
I had to start writing the information in another Notebook - and there are at this moment 41 pages that must get onto this Journal now.
But lets start with the quotations from the Copper Notebook first.
Notes from Copper Notebook.
18/12/2007 or 9/12/9, 15:51
At 15:47 turning 15:48 I remembered my mother playing a song sang by Ge Korsten and the song is called "Nicolene", but if pronounced, it comes close to "nikkeleen". But a part of this song got stuck in my head and it go as follows:
"Vergeet jou smart oor jou hart Nicoleen (Nikkeleen)…" - which translated means:
"Forget your sorrow in your heart Nikkeleen!"
But 2 nights ago I dreamt - after a dream about someone I knew at University who looked very close to a nurse that once treated me - but this friend had a diary and I once came across this friend's diary where was written that my friend thought I was the "devil". But in my dream I saw the diary again and devil was scratched out and instead of it was written by a hand: Dear Jesus.
And right after this dream I had a dream where God made some coins and there was one coin at the top that God the Creator cared about or was looking after - but we were all looking and searching for that "Best Coin", but no one could find it.
18/12/2007 15:38 or 313
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18/12/2007 20:35
I am in anxiety now for a few days already and stopped taking my tablets now for 5 days. But this is making my energy rising like you would not believe. But it seems now to me (I don’t know it for sure yet as I am getting a lot of (info - don’t know what else to call it).
And what snapped in my head now is I remember some years ago (not more than 3), my brother had some trouble. And I prayed to God to help my brother and his family so they can get a better life and that nothing happens to him, that I will take the blame for him. And I got into trouble with the pills for a reason, the one being to be in the situation I am in now. But I also prayed to God to let my mother's brother go free and without blame, as I would take his blame for what he did as well. And it seems it is all coming together now in these pills I took and the situation that is happening at the moment. Don’t know where it is leading, not feeling good, feels like something is going to happen..
And I also are reminded that I once promised myself to God if only the dog I had at that stage, in st7, could come back to me (as he got lost), and 7 days later, the dog was back, but every night I would pray myself in tears to sleep over my dog in those 7 days he was gone.
18/12/2007 20:44
(Thank U, God, for saving my brother and my mother's brother from getting blamed - in that way accepted my prayers or answered my prayers).
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19/12/2007 03:09AM
SON - SUN is the English and Afrikaans for the Sun. But scientists believe that in our solar system, that the sun consists out of helium. I just got the info (but remember that the son of a mother and father is spelled exactly the same as the Afrikaans for Sun), that we must take the word
HELIUM
And what I have been shown so far is what an alchemist can do is to rename something and if everybody accepts that new name, it will be what the new acceptance is. And I got the word
ELIM
So we must call the Sun, now, Elim.
But I've just been shown as well, that the difference between SON and SUN, is the "O" and the "U". But what was taken from Helium to form Elim, was an "H" and the "U".
Now take ELIM again and see if you add the "H" and "U" or "O" of Helium (the O and U comes from the words SON and SUN, but SON was first), you get:
EL(OH)IM OR
ELOHIM
19/12/2007 3:17AM
These words were written coming from what is now still known as the LIGHT.
19/12/2007 3:18AM
(But from 318, we get a 31 and 8 or 08. The meridian of the Pyramid of Gizeh).
19/12/2007 3:19AM
But in the time this message was received, there was a light falling upon me. And in the flats around us it seemed there was chaos, and then the following words I had to sing…
19/12/2007 4:27AM (the video's time)
(In Afrikaans first: Liewe Jesus x2, kom terug na die aarde…soos 'n dief in die nag), but translated it means: Dear Jesus (twice), pleace return to this planet Earth…like a thief in the night!
19/12/2007 4:21AM (cell)
At this stage neither myself or my parents were feeling well. They were using the loo the whole time this night. But I wrote an email to a friend, John, that explains more or less what happened on this night of the 18th and 19th early morning hours in this no 28 La Paradise. But except for getting messages, I did not need the loo. In between these messages I received, I had visions as well. It was really like a Divine Intervention to bring the messages and the visions. I don’t think anyone who hasn’t seen what I have seen in the visions, will even be able to imagine what I saw in those visions!
But next one in the early morning hours is as follow:
19/12/2007 4:45AM or 44 and 5
We stay in Garsfontein. But Gars and if you replace the one (a) with the "o" of "one", and you shift the "R", you get not Gars, but Gros. But I have written in detail a letter to Lore about the Gross and the dozen - or could it also be a dozen years? But a gross is 12 x 12, which equal 144 - Judgement day according to the Christians.
19/12/2007 5:19AM
All hell broke loose on this night that is passing - I wonder if it IS Judgment night/day or what?
19/12/2007 6:05AM
I just checked the time now for some reason and it gave a 65 - so this night has got all to do with 65, the amount of dimensions there apparently are.
19/12/2007 6:16am
Read Gert Potgieters CD - the first song on Second CD (which gives a 21 or 12), is:
AS LONG AS THE SUN WILL SHINE
19/12/2007 6:17AM or if added, 23
And from this time on the situation started to stabilize a bit. The other people in other flats stopped shouting and my parents was finished in the loo and all we all had left was that our speech was effected. All 3 of us. But mine was getting better.
But so much for what happened on that night in December 2007, the early hours of 19th. I know it is a bit (confusing), but that is because the energy was very high and that light was shining right upon me and I had visions throughout this time as well.
What an occasion this was…
09/12/2008 09:56AM
(or 9/11 and 56, the inverse of 65).
Part2 of Entry98 of my Journal.
09/01/2008 10:59AM and 10 + 59 = 69 and 6 + 9 = 15 or Divine Order.
Well there are still 12 pages left of quotations into this Journal from my Copper Notebook. They are as follow:
19/12/2007 7:46AM
Why must a human being be a saviour?
There is a Creator, God The Creator of ALL that have already planned everything too (2) precision!
19/12/2007 7:47AM or 7/11
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19/12/2007 7:48AM
I discovered that our vacuum cleaner has got a plug to plug in to let it work. To let the machine vacuum. But to get the plug into its resting place after you have used electricity to vacuum, you must plug the plug out of the plug in the wall that gives the machine electricity. But then you press a button and the plug roll into its resting place, without electricity?
But that is nothing as 2 sides of the coin makes the coin. (And a "nikkel" is the Afrikaans for some kind of coin, and "een" of "nikkeleen", is One). And the coin unites having the two sides.
19/12/2007 7:58AM
And then I wrote a whole part, but it seems I did not really know what I was saying as it was written in Afrikaans. I thought I was in trouble of some sort at that stage. Had a lot of guilt feelings about all that happened in the night of 18/19 of 12/2007 and all that happened in my life. As all of it was revealed - even the parts that was not true - but there was a reason for that. This lie I am talking about was only mentioned once long ago to the psychologist. And that piece of information was given to test her. But yesterday I was able to see through this "matrix" as what happened that night of 18/19, could give her the chance to combine religion and psychology - as what happened on that night must make the world of psychologists and psychiatrists ask some questions about their profession. And if this psychologist can grasp this and just ask some questions to herself about how does her profession adjust to religion and how much religion is in her profession actually, and maybe we can find the bridge to fill the gap between psychology and religion, where psychology is persieved as a science and therefore the bridge will also fill the gap between science and religion.
But of course the other people hearing about this was shocked - but that is life. I had to tell that lie in order to start the process. But this entry ended at 10:17 or 117 or 11/7, the inverse of the previous note that ended on 7/11.
Next Note
19/12/2007 10:40AM or 14
As above, so below. +++ ++
10:40AM or 50 (10 + 40) and 5 the Sacred Number of the White Lions
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19/12/2007 14:48 where 14 is the same as 2PM and 4 + 8 = 12 or 31 08 - the Meridian of the Pyramid of Gizeh.
Can anything/Is it possible that anything that is destined, change? And how did God The Creator manage to get out of the peace and quietness that is the NO-thing, or is their something beyond the NO-thing?
Don’t ask anything more at this stage!
19/12/2007 14:56 turning 14:57
And the last minutes are 5 + 7 = 12.
19/12/2007 15:04
But in order to get (in 15) from 1 to 5, you need 4. And the minutes are 4 as well. But we have a 12 in the Beginning and End, which gives a 12 times 12 equal 144 and a 44. So 44 is linked to 144.
19/12/2007 15:08
(Where 8 is the Weaver of Fate and this is linked to the 15, which I link to Divine Order.
19/12/2007 15:09 or 6:9 and 6 the upside down of 9
And this is still not the end of the quotations of the 19th of December 2007. I am surprised that I was able to write all this stuff at that stage as I was suffering from withdraw symptoms hugely, and had the huge amount of energy that entered me the previous night.
I will continue the rest later.
End of Part2 of Entry98 of my Journal.
09/01/2008 11:34 or 11/7 (again)
(and the day and month today, is the inverse of the day the 19th, namely 91).
Part3 of Entry98 of my Journal.
10/01/2008 7:17AM or 71 and 17, the inverses. But 71 was the page where I found the meaning of 44. But day is also a 10 and 01, also the inverses
I still have 6 pages left of the Copper Notebook to write down (quote) from the Copper Notebook. But 6 is the upside down of 9, the point where everything comes together. Here it follow (the notes)
First Note
19/12/2007 15:25
Because of the world of opposites, whatever we say, might happen - and with all respect to God The Creator, David (in Old Testament of Christian Bible), look at this one thing he has brought onto humankind: That verse where he says that God The Creator will NEVER let go of God the Creator's Creation - which was seen by David as existence. And to do that, God can never unite with Creation again, as the NEVER has put humankind on a path that started the birth of eternity.
And the Christians and Jews carried this message over and over from generation to generation - innocently unaware of their actions and what it is creating. But not only that, it also gave "eternity" a value, making it something that also exist. But I have written to Lore about this before, about eternity and how it is part of the world of opposites, but how it is actually an illusion.
19/12/2007 15:32
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20/12/2007 12:00PM
I realized now, when the clock went off for 12:00PM, that today is 20/12 or 20 12 or 2012 and as 2 + 7 = 9, we have 2012 and 9 where 9 is the number for me where everything come together.
2012/9 12:05Pm
(and 5 the Sacred Number of the White Lions).
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20/12/2007 12:35PM
On page 1200, the 2nd column the 9th word and 3rd part of the 9th word from the top (and the 9 and 3 gives a 39 - and this is my last day being the age 39), but the word "manipulation", the 3rd part of its explanation, gives as follow:
"The handling of objects for a particular purpose".
20/12/2007 12:38PM
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21/12/2007 7:01AM
The Christians believe from their Bible that: These that judge, will be judged. And if you believe there is a "devil" (or that a devil exists), you believe in (a)/the devil - so you believe in the devil. And those that like in what is said here, believe in a devil, where is your faith in God The Creator?
21/12/2007 7:03AM
(and 73 the inverse of CY (37) as C = 3rd letter and Y = 25th letter or 2 + 5 = 7).
And this is the End of Part3 of Entry98 of my Journal.
10/01/2008 07:38AM
(and the time gives the 7/11 again - like in Part2).
Part4 of Entry98 of my Journal.
11/01/2008 11:24AM and 2 + 4 = 6, the upside down of 9.
There are only 5 pages left in the Copper Notebook. Here follow the notes made in the Copper Notebook.
First Note
23/12/2007 10:43AM turning 10:44AM. And 10 + 43 = 53 - my domino. And the 10:44 gives a 1 and 44 or 144 as 0 is nothing. But we have a 53 and 144 - where 144 is linked to ALL.
On page 1518, the 1st column and 1st from the bottom, we get the word "plastic". And of it is said in 1.1 (this gives a second 11 as column is also 1 and 1st from bottom together with column gives a 11 as well), the following:
"1.1 Characterized by moulding, or giving form to clay, wax etc.; capable of shaping or moulding formless matter"
But the 2 11's, gives a 2 and 2 or 22 as 1 + 1 = 2. And the bottom in the above could also mean the one that left the bottom (underworld/named world in the "reality" we now live in) first. But see in quote, it is the 2nd part of 1.1 that says:
"capable of shaping or moulding formless matter"
This gives a 2 and 11, or 22 again. This then gives (from above also), a 22 and 22 - and if you add them, you get 44.
23/12/2007 10:52AM
Ns. 52 + 10 = 62 - the number I associate with Einstein and that is also linked to the iceberg that was found 62km from East London into the sea (where the "sea" is the sum total of ALL knowledge).
23/12/2007 10:53AM
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23/12/2007 11:16AM. And 23 is Linda's day of birthday and the 16 in the minutes is linked to my connection to Linda.
I am/have been, looking up the word "mould" just now in the dictionary. There are actually 3 descriptions of the word "mould".
The 7th one, the 8th (where 8 is the Weaver of Fate) part, in the 3rd word, is saying about the word "mould": (Ist part) number 8:
"Photo Engraving: The gelatine which receives the IMPRESSION from the negative and from which the copper plate is taken; also the metal plate itself;"
So what this is saying from the highlighted words that it seems from that the negative is linked to the word IMPRESSION (so the negative may be only an impression), and this is linked to a copper plate, so from an impression of the negative, comes the "moulded" with something in/on the Copper(plate)notebook.
And this was found on page 1288 or 12 and 16 and 16 gives 1 + 6 = 7.
23/12/2007 11:22AM
This is the End of Part4 of Entry98 of my Journal.
11/01/2008 11:47AM or 11:11
Part5 of Entry98 of my Journal.
12/01/2008 07:48AM and 4 + 8 = 12, so this date and time Begins and Ends with a 12, which gives 12 times 12 equal 144, the ALL.
The Copper Notebook is nearly done. There is just 3 pages and a bit, or a 1 (the bit) and 3 or 13. But here follow the notes as follow:
24/12/2007 8:16AM and 16 + 8 = 24 too. (See the day of date).
I had the most peculiar dream just before I woke up this morning at about 6AM. I dreamt I had to get to a kind of a canoe, but first I had to walk through a territory of jaguars.
Then I got into the canoe but what I didn’t realize in the dream and I look back at the dream now that I am awake, I never saw the color of the water or ever any water at all. And then me and some others were on a path (after getting into the canoe) and we were nearly on top of the mountains but everywhere we just found snow. The mountains were covered with snow. Only certain rock formations could not get snowed and be covered by the snow.
And according to Ted Andrews in his book "Animal Speak", rocky formations on high mountains, is the dwelling place of the gods and goddesses.
24/12/2007 8:21AM
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24/12/2007 11:01AM or 111 the number of (reveal/revelation/insight).
I got the "sign" and added to it in the front, an "a" and at the back of it, "men", about half an hour ago. This gives "assignmen" and what was added was "a + men = amen". (Amen).
Now I get an sms that was send at 10:27 (10 + 27 = 37 or my CY) with the last word in the message: "arrangemen" (also without the "t", and I wondered where I got the word assignmen, that also did not have the "t"? Was this message on sms a confirmation for the "t" to be left out in "assignmen"?)
24/12/2007 11:10AM or 111
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25/12/2007 11:01AM or 111 (again for the third time)
On 24/12/2007 I received a dvd for Christmas from my brother and his family about White Lions. As I opened the paper and saw the wording "White Lions" on the dvd, I received an sms from John (whom I did the Lion Course at Drakenstein Park near Paarl with Wynter Worthshorn, and I also did a course with Wynter at the White Lions on Linda's Heartland) and I checked the time when I opened the present, and it was 20:20.
25/12/2007 11:07am
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25/12/2007 13:59 or 13:14 (some inverse form of Zep Teppi)
Our Xmas lunch was characterized by talking about flying some place and you are actually flying into the past or the future (as result of the hour - time thing). But what surprised me was my brother's comments which is nearly the same as what one of my letters to Lore is telling about our planet and the way it turns and what effect it has on time.
25/12/2007 14:02 or 2:2 or 22
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25/12/2007 14:40 or 144 - the number for the word ALL.
The thought just came to mind: In Afrikaans there is a saying:
"Saggies praat is duiwels raad". And translated it means that if you whisper or talk softly, it is coming from the "devil" - meaning it is something bad that you want to hide and don’t want others to hear.
And then I got the words: DO NOT TRUST WHATEVER IS SAID THERE!
25/12/2007 14:43 or a 13 and 44
(and 1 + 3 = 4 added to 44, gives 444) but the 14:43, turned to 14:44 just now.
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27/12/2007 16:23
I have given the 2 dads 4 Christmas each a glass chess set. But although the one side of this chess set is sandblasted to make it look vague, the other side seems to look as if you can see through (or have clarity) - and these two side are suppose to be the light and dark side, but it has now become the "so called see through" and sandblasted sides. Both are now light.
But although one side is suppose to be the clear side and the other one not clear because it is sandblasted, I discovered that if you want to see through the "so called clear" one, you can't see through it, so it only appears to be clear. So neither any of the sides you can see through - although both are light.
27/12/2007 16:26
(and take note how the end minutes are a 26, which is inversely linked to Einstein and that iceberg found off the coast of East London).
Next Note (the End Note of the Copper Notebook)
27/12/2007 or 27/12/27 where 27 gives 111, 18:49
It is to which measure you use to weigh yourself. "The Feather of Maat?"
27/12/2007 18:50 or 65
(and there are apparently 65 dimensions).
And this is the End of the Notes of the Copper Notebook that was still outstanding. So the last 17 pages that had to be finished in Entry98 (where 9 + 8 = 17) of my Journal, is now finished in 5 parts. And 5 the Sacred Number of the White Lions.
End of Part5 of Entry98 of my Journal.
12/1/08 08:27AM
(And this is the End of Entry98 as well).
As you can see, the change that has taken place. I still get information, but this time to a much more definite way – nearly a kind of leading way, leading me to the next thing. But after Entry98, I did Entry99 of my Journal – and as you can see, these Entries are dealing with notes long before they were documented on the computers. But that is only because me (with my parents), had to “heal” after what happened on that night of 18th/19th, of 12/2007. I made notes, but could not do more than that and document it on the computer. But at this stage I understand a lot (of that which I am suppose to on my path). But it seems the “energy crisis” is becoming worse and I wonder if it is because I am not getting to the point where I put everything that has been written to you into the way it should be put – nearly like a code within the codes that has been discovered. It seems as if it was all planned for me to write the code within the letters and if someone read it, they will not get to the BIGGER PICTURE if it is not for me to take all the “truths” out and put them ALL together as 0(ne). But here follow Entry99 of my Journal.
This is Entry99 of my Journal.
13/01/08 3:39PM or 69 where 6 is the upside down of 9 and this give in some upside down way a 99 as well
This is the time and date (13th) that this Entry99 was created.
Part1 of Entry99 of my Journal.
13/01/08 3:43PM or 15:43 which gives a 5 and 3 and a 1 and 4. And the 53 is linked to my domino and 14 is linked to my dog - and tomorrow is the 14th as well and my parents will be married on the 14th (tomorrow) for 41 years.
And I have 50 pages to document on the computer from my notebook - the one I started using in my course with the White Lions at the Heartland.
First Note
29/12/2007 16:40 or 4:40Pm or 44.
Only colored people are colored.
Only white people are white people.
Only black people are black people.
So where in all this did the words White and Black lost its color? As only colored people are/or have color.
29/12/2007 16:41 (or 4:41PM, or 441, the inverse of 144, the ALL)
Next Note
30/12/2007 10:40AM
I was just shown in my mind's eye: that I got a "wrong" mark across my green jacket (to where it or not), and then next to the jacket in my mind's eye with the "cross" over it, there is a "right" mark to say: No, is right. And if "no" is "right", then what happened to the opposite between the two?
30/12/2007 10:42AM
(and 10 + 42 = 52 or 1 + 42 = 43 - and both equal 7 or 7:7)
Next Note
30/12/2007 20:33 or as 1 + 1 = 2 or 11, it gives 11 + 33 (minutes) = 44.
I just looked out our entrance door, the door that we use to enter our home, and as I looked at the wall that separate us from the street, I saw the constellation right in the centre, the constellation of Orion with its 3 Kings. Like in watching our home or the 3 Kings are ready to be observed from our entrance to home, no 28. And 2008 is lying ahead. Just around the corner - one day to go.
30/12/2007 20:39 or 2012
(as 3 + 9 = 12).
Next Note
31/12/2007 13:58 or 13:13 or 44.
Earlier on I was filing the newspaper articles that caught my attention. But one newspaper article that did not get a file (as there were no files left), was an article about velocity, it was about a woman that got caught by the Metro Police and receiving a speeding fine. And I saw this cut out article and it caught my eye when I was phoning Telkom about my account. So it seems I got an account of some kind of "velocity" as well as the account was very high. So I must have phoned at a "velocity". And the account was some kind of FINE for that velocity. Am I being slowed down?
31/12/2007 14:01
And the next note will be of the Beginning of the year 2008. And this starting off with the 50 pages that needs to be documented on the computer.
13/01/2008 04:00PM or 16 hours.
Part2 of Entry99 of my Journal.
14/01/2008 7:59AM and 5 + 9 = 14 and my dog is in his 14th year and my parents are celebrating their 41st Anniversary and I am in my 41st year. So twice we have the 14 41.
Yes, and I am still only quoting from my notes out of the notebook. But other than yesterday and Entry98, we start this Part2 of Entry99 of my Journal with the NY or New Year or 01/01/2008. But the quotations:
First Note.
01/01/2008 11:24AM turning 25 in the minutes. But 2 + 4 = 6 and 6 the upside down of 9 - which gives an 11/9 and 7.
I came into the new year last night by watching how a Ferrari is build from scratch. So how a Ferrari comes together/happens. And then my brother told me that you can only buy a Ferrari if you receive a letter from Ferrari where they give you an invitation to buy one. If you do not have that letter, you cannot buy a Ferrari.
But these vehicles undergo so many tests before they receive the badge of honor. The horse on the badge which is Ferrari's trademark.
And I still remember when I did my labyrinth course in Stellenbosch, all that came up for me was those "leaves in a certain order which I picked up on the labyrinth itself", and a Ferrari.
But the processes that finally give that vehicle, is always in such clean areas. And the End result is beautiful.
01/01/2008 11:30AM
(or 23 - Charlie and Linda's day of birth, but with the day and month added to the 23, we get a 2 and 23 or 23/2)
Next Note
01/01/2008 12:15PM
We think we are suffering from the heat. But if we rename the Sun (like was said in the Copper Notebook still where helium becomes first Elim and then by linking adding the H and "O" - as this has been explained why already, why it is an "O" and not a "U" - we get
Elohim.
Then, as some ice get so cold that it actually burn you (so there is not an opposite between cold and hot as ice (cold) can burn you and heat (hot) burns you as well)
So both hot and cold do the same thing and with the opposites (all of them) being understood now as coming together by not being opposites anymore, but more some sort of an illusion, and the renaming of things together with what I discovered from the science we practiced, we may survive and stop asking where is "Elohim" - where is our Creator? As the Creator seems to be here - just take away the illusions! Start renaming things like poisonous chemicals and make them non toxic or like the Sun, make an Elim (coming from ELOHIM) - as the Alchemist can change lead into gold - just by using a renaming process.
01/01/2008 12:21PM
Next Note
01/01/2008 18:20 (forgot time)
Everything is destined (like a sort of "matrix"). But there is a reality which is a state of mind - as this reality that is a state of the mind, is an illusion - believing in opposites and not realizing what it is doing to be in that state of mind. But also if you live this state of mind and not realizing it. But the "matrix" (or the sort of "matrix" -the word "matrix" explains it the best and comes the closest to what I have experienced this "matrix" is) confuses those in an illusion already (the one of the opposite state of mind) like another illusion.
So the one illusion is within the other. Let alone what science has done to enhance the opposite mind set. Reality as state of mind and therefore an illusion, is within the "matrix", which confuses the mind even more, no wonder people do not want to ask questions - they would rather like parrots sit in that church I got in my mind's eye where everybody was very bored and was sitting and singing Hymn 119.
01/01/2008 18:20
(9/11 in some way - twice; in the Beginning and End)
Next Note
01/01/2008 (time is relative)
I am lost when I am in the "matrix" - an illusion. But in this process I found something, gained something.
To understand the illusion within the illusion. And the word ma - trix, the Trix is a name derived from Be - a - Trix. Beatrix comes from the 4th century and is derived from Viator - or then "voyager" (through life). It's also linked later on by Christians, as being blessed.
01/01/2008 18:59
(or 18 and 14 or 11 and 84 where the 84 is the inverse of 48 or 12, the number of fulfillment and also the 48 gives the 31 08, the meridian of the Pyramid of Gizeh and on 11 or 2 the 2nd letter is "Be").
01/01/2008 19:00
Ns. The key to my room is M19H or 44 and 19 (the night of 19th and day of 19th after the night/morning of 19th of 12/2007) and "H" is the 8th letter and 8 is also the Weaver of Fate.
End of the Notes for Part2 of Entry99 of my Journal.
Here the story starts getting a direction - the direction of how science played a role in the world of opposites and how the world of opposites is merely a state of mind and actually an illusion, but an illusion within an illusion.
But this is the End of Part2 of Entry99 of my Journal.
14/01/2008 08:44AM
(and 8:44 was the time that Entry98 of my Journal was created).
Part3 of Entry99 of my Journal.
15/01/2008 07:42AM and from the day of the date (the first number) and from the minutes of the time (the last number), we get in both cases a 6. So we have 6 + 6 = 12 and a 7 (the hour). And last night I wrote a letter to Belinda again to forward for me to Artemis. And Artemis is linked to Caroline Myss, who is talking about the 7th chakra as that of the Divine Mind. And this was given to me as present for my birthday, by my parents, this CD of Caroline Myss.
There are still nearly 43 pages left (and 4 + 3 = 7, again). So here come the notes again.
First Note
02/01/2008 15:30 and the time gives a (10) and 53 and 2 + 8 = 10 as well. But 53 is linked to my domino.
The word:
Singularity
In dictionary is found on page 18:99 or 999. It is in the 52nd row in the 3rd column and it is part II, the 5th explanation:
"a. An instance of individual departure from common ideas or practice (1570) and b. A distinctive, noteworthy, or curious thing. Notable features or objects. c. A peculiar, exceptional or unusual feature or characteristic."
And from the Iinked part we get a I and I - where "I" is the 9th letter of the English Alphabet, or II gives a 99. And page 999 + 99 = 99999 - 5 9's. And it’s the 5th explanation of the word singularity in 3rd column, which gives a 5 and 3 (from the 5 9's and the 3 parts in the explanation, or the a, b and c part) and another 5 and 3, the 5th explanation and the 3rd column. So we have a 53 and 35 where 53 is linked to my domino I picked up in Cape Town as we were moving.
And if you add all the 9's in the 5 of them, all equal 9 again eventually and 53 + 9 = 62 - the link to Global Warming as result of our state of mind and science naming things in that state of mind of the opposites (the iceberg that was also found 62km from the East London coast) and this is also linked to Einstein. As at the time of purchasing a badge with Einstein on it, the badge was badge no 62 at Musica and Look and Listen.
And it is the 52nd row from the top and 5 + 2 = 7 - and the 7th chakra according to Caroline Myss, is about the Divine Mind.
02/01/2008 15:39
(and 3 + 9 = 12 - the number of fulfillment and 15, the number of Divine Order).
Next Note
02/01/2008 20:01
And sms to a friend:
I thought there were some time
To just catch up, but that
Was a wrong for all the right
Reasons.
It seems my life task is a
Life lived, but I realize now,
That it is nearly like that song
Luther van Dross sings:
The Unreachable Star. And
At the moment I understand
A lot, but I also realize a
Reason 4 being here: 2 reveal
The illusions 2 many who r
Still trapped in them. But I
Get the feel its going 2 take
A while 4 those trapped to
Come to realization. I am no
Prophet or legend or whatever,
Just a life lived (like a thief in
The night). Renee
Time it was send (this sms), was 02/01/08 19:56. And this message was message no 52 on my cell phone when it was send.
02/01/2008 20:09
Next Note
02/01/2008 20:50
At University at first I wanted to wish myself away. But in the end my choice was the existentialism - to exist. Now my choice is still to exist, just this time, as nothing.
02/01/2008 20:52
(And see times of "singularity" note this afternoon which feature the 52 as well as well as the previous note - that also have a link to the 52 nearly at the end, but actually the whole note is in that position, position no 52.
02/01/2008 20:53
(And 53 is linked to my domino).
Next Note
02/01/2008 21:53 turning 54
With the part about the illusion within the illusion this afternoon, what comes from that is:
What seems to be real is only a state of mind, but actually an illusion. And what is an illusion - the "matrix", is real.
So from this:
What is real is an illusion and what is an illusion is real. So this takes out the "sting" of the opposites of the word "real" as well as its opposite, the "illusion". As they are both ways one and the same thing.
02/01/2008 21:56 or 9/11
And this is the End of Part3 of Entry99 of my Journal.
15/01/2008 08:16AM
(where from the time the 8 is the Weaver of Fate and 16, is my link to Linda).
Part4 of Entry99 of my Journal.
15/01/2008 10:49AM and 4 + 9 = 13 and 1 + 3 = 4.
Here follow the notes again. As there are now again about 50 pages left. I write and write, but it seems I just cannot get to the end. As every time I document some of the notes in here - on the computer - so much more happens that needs to be written down again.
First Note
04/01/08 13:20
Nothing is "Impossible". "Impossible" the same as I'm possible, or I AM Possible.
04/01/08 13:21
Next Note
04/01/2008 18:37
In the Christian Bible, the New Testament, it is written that we are now looking in a mirror, but one day we will see the "Truth" (or that’s what it comes down to). But if you take the mirror away yourself, and are seeing for real at that spot where the mirror was against the wall - there is only a shadow, your shadow. And it looks like nothing as if you touch the wall or then for that matter the shadow, there is nothing but the wall. But what it comes down to, there is nothing - though the shadow seems real.
04/01/2008 18:40
Next Note
04/01/2008 19:41
If there is a "devil" and this "devil" is running (what I call) the "matrix", then can we trust any Bible, or Koran or what ever what ever religion is using? As this planet will then be run by the so called "devil".
But listen to this - Jesus came to this planet to die on the cross for the sake of all people's sins. Why did the so called "devil" allow that? Or if the so called "devil" organised the crucifixion, then the "devil" played into the Hand of God the Creator. So all these last two sentences show is that if there had to be a "devil", then this "devil" is also manipulated by the Hand of God the Creator! And the story of Jesus' crucifixion, shows that!
04/01/2008 19:46
Next Note
04/01/2008 20:18 or a 2 and a 9 or 29 or 11 and 9 or 11/9
But if this so called "devil" exists, then why did Jesus have to die for mankind's sins? As if there are no "devil", then sins are just like all other opposites, part of the Divine Plan.
But if you read the Bible in the way that you believe that there is a devil that is creating chaos on the planet and waiting for the Messiah to come sort it all out (Second Coming) - then you are still trapped in a certain state of mind. I am feeling trapped at the moment but I am on track - like that one scene in one of the "Matrix" movies where the "good guy" is on a train platform and there is no way out than with the train tracks. Then he follows them and end up at the same platform - although he was moving forward all the time. But that is what is so brilliant of the "matrix", like changing the gears of that Ferrari I saw being built from scratch, so the matrix kicked in and he was free - inside some train that came along and out of this station he got stuck in.
The other part of this movie I remember is where the main character is blinded (the good guy) in battle, but even though he had something over his eyes as well + being blind, he could still see and in this manner gave his life eventually for the world to become stabilized again - by a click of the matrix on the steering wheel of the Ferrari (as the gears of that Ferrari that was built from scratch is on its steering wheel). So the Hand only have to click to change gears for everything to stay in Divine Order.
I just discovered today that Voortrekker road in Tswane, the one from the Magalies Mountains, at some stage are also Be-a-trix Street.
04/01/2008 20:32
Next Note
04/01/2008 20:34
And if the "devil" has planned "the matrix", then why (especially in Revelations of the Christian Bible), did the "devil" planned everything to sabotage himself in the End? What kind of a devil will sacrifice him self just to plan an existence that works closely like a "matrix" to end up for the devil sacrificing himself to The Hand of God the Creator, for God The Creator’s Plan? How does the "devil" plan everything for the Creator to reign in the End?
04/01/2008 20:38
And this is the End of Part4 of Entry99 of my Journal.
15/01/2008 11:20 or 11:11
Ns. 15/01/2008 11:49 or 11:13, my link with Silver Cloud.
As I went downstairs now, after finishing the Part4 of Entry99 of my Journal, the time on the video machine was 11:51, so the End is 51 where as the Beginning was 15.
11:51AM
Part5 of Entry99 of my Journal.
16/01/2008 09:25AM and 2 + 5 = 7 (7th chakra of Caroline Myss) and 9 + 7 = 16 and today the day is also the 16th.
Here follow the notes from the Notebook again.
05/01/2008 8:53AM
The patterns I got on the night when we came from that game park, was first the pattern for the illusion within the illusion, nearly the same as the badge of my vehicle. But my vehicle carries the world with it, as there are a map of the whole world in the boot of my vehicle. But the badge of my vehicle is a "Toyota" badge.
Then I got the White Lions Book of Linda, called: "Mystery of the White Lions". But on the picture of the Male White Lion on the front, I got instead a vertical stripe going up, then making half of a circle to the right and then a much, much smaller line going vertical again up. As this is the pattern the weather made while we were visiting the Park.
05/01/2008 8:58AM
Ns. As I was writing this, my mother told my father there are two doves just outside our house, but in Afrikaans they are called "Kransduiwe". So they come from a "rocky mountain" territory - or that is what their name link them too. And just before that happened, my mom broke 2 things. And I got the insight that I must wait for a "message" today.
Next Note
5/1/2008 17:08 or 8:8, where 8 is The Weaver of Fate. And 8 + 8 = 16.
I am trapped like bait - so I am a trap for someone as well!
05/01/2008 17:09
And 9 the number of how it all comes together.
Next Note
5/1/08 5:39PM
I am sitting as bait - that is why I feel trapped. I am the fate/bait and those following to get to the bait that is set will get caught in the trap.
05/01/2008 5:40PM
(or 17:40 and 17 + 40 = 57 or 12 and 17 + 4 = 21 or then a 12/21 - my date of birth - and the minutes are 40, my age).
And this is the End of Part5 of Entry99 of my Journal.
16/01/2008 09:42 turning 43AM
(and 4 + 3 = 7 and 9 + 7 = 16, today's day).
Part6 of Entry99 of my Journal.
Here follow some notes again.
6/1/08 08:22AM
About 2 years ago my brother landed in trouble - and I was shown why also. And I felt so sorry for his wife and kids and him, that I prayed to God The Creator for my brother getting out of trouble easily as I will take the blame for him. And so it was.
But then there was also my mother's brother, whom I felt sorry for and I asked to take his blame on me as well.
But on the 18th/19th of 12/2007 the paw-paw hit the fan. And all those who's blame I took is now judging me - and they are talking "bad" about me. That just kills me.
I just cannot take anymore - did not realize the blame would be in such difficult way. And it feels at the moment as if my family want me to conform to society again, and I am different - I think totally different than what they think and belief. There are not many people who would understand my thought processes. My family want me to get a job, but this is my job. And I understand it is not understandable to them!
6/1/08 8:36AM
Next Note
6/1/08 12:54 or 12/9 where 12 is fulfillment and 9 is the number where it all comes together.
I had a friend at school. Her name was Carma. But the last time I spoke to my other friend at school, she told me that the whole family that Carma belonged to is like if that family never existed. As Carma died as well, so there is no existence of Carma or that family.
But with Carma dead and "death" part of the illusion of opposites - it really come down to me that carma sort of never existed. As there are no death or life - both are merely part of the illusion. They are the opposites of each other in the illusion of opposites.
6/1/08 12:59PM
(and 12 + 59 = 71 - the page where I found the meaning of 44).
Ns. So carma never existed - it was only some sort of illusion.
Next Note
6/1/08 13:40 or 4:4 or 44.
I was shown today, the reasons for why everything that happened on the 19th of 12/2007, happened. Partly it was because a friend wanted to manifest and wanted "everybody" to "wake up" -or then, get into their Divine Mind - the 7th Chakra. I felt instinctively that it could not happen. At that stage I knew there were an illusion somewhere (from University days already), but as I now understand the state of mind of the opposites and the "matrix" or "chess game", I now am more aware of what that illusions are.
But with my parents being in a state of the Divine Mind on the morning of 19/12/2007, I realized in the days after that how impossible it would be for anyone who is not on a certain level of thinking, to be on the level of the 7th Chakra or Divine Mind. If you are not ready, you are a risk to society - but you are a risk!
But it seems that the Psychiatric profession was also part of the package on 19/12/2007 and if they now do not realize that they must ask questions about their profession as there are religious stuff that must be incorporated as well, then they missed out on the whole event and one of the reason's of it happening. And if they realize it - how religion play a role in their field of expertise, they are seen as a science, so maybe science will admit the role of religion in science too. But for me it brought all of these together. I can see that Bigger Picture Perfectly.
But I also had some extra ordinary energy on Sunday. As my mom wanted the carpet to be shifted and I just picked it up and pulled it and it shifted. Even with the table and my father's feet on it, I was able to shift it. But this reminds me of that event with me and Linda picking up that rose quarts of Marah a few years ago. She thought I was taking all the weight, and I thought she was taking all the weight, as there was no weight. We picked this rock of rose quarts up like it was a feather.
6/1/08 13:54
Next Note
6/1/08 14:04 or 144
I was just looking at my printer and saw it is an iP1000. But the 1000 come up in the book of Revelations in the Christian Bible as a time of 1000 years that the Messiah will rule.
But the iP gives, P = 16th letter of Alphabet and "Ii" = 9th. So we have a 916 and my date of getting shot was a 19 and 6 or the outsides of 169 and then the middle part, 6. This gives 19/6 from iP. But "I" refer to what would be "me". And "me" refer to itself as "I". And 16 is my link to Linda.
And I earlier discovered Regeus coincidentally on the internet, but not under "The White Lion Trust", but some other website.
And as I read what this website said about the White Lions - it flashed through my mind but maybe the White Lions at Wonder Cave's Lion and Rhino Park in the Cradle of Humankind, are there for a reason? As Regeus was the male lion that came up to the vehicle that we were driving in with our course of Animal Communication last year, who's breath I could even smell so close he was to me.
6/1/08 14:11
(and 14 + 1 + 1 = 16 - my link to Linda).
Ns. This seems now like a next chapter. And the reason for Linda's connection to me is the last 4 digits of the cell phone she used to phone that first day we spoke. Those last numbers are 8809 or 16/9 or 169 and if you read the inside of this letter and se what the iP gave, also a 169 and what that come down to, it is 19/6, the day I got shot. But my brother and his family stays in a number 619 also a 19/6. But their place is linked to a Lassie street in some way. And Lassie is a story where the dog tried to find his home again and all that the dog had to go through to get home again.
But before they stayed in no 619, they stayed in no 12 Timbavati flats. Where Timbavati is the place of the White Lions and 12 is the number of fulfillment.
Next Note
6/1/08 20:54 turning 55.
If you take a number that consists of more than one number and reduce it numerologically to only one number, it doesn’t matter in which or what way you shuffle it, it always will end up numerology wise in one digit - the same digit every time. That is also what the "matrix" comes down to in a way.
6/1/08 20:58
This is the End of Part6 of Entry99 of my Journal.
16/01/2008 10:41AM
Part7 of Entry99 of my Journal.
16/01/200812:26 turning 27 (and 26, the inverse number of 62, which is linked to Einstein and Global Warming/iceberg found 62km off the coast of East London).
Here are some notes again.
7/1/2008 9:29AM
There is a Truth - in symbolism to understand - the vertical axis of the Cartesian plane. This axis is known to be called: The "why" (Y)-Axis.
7/1/2008 9:30AM
Ns. For the whole of Creation to get onto that line and that line only (as it is the line where the X-Axis (or the state of mind of those in the world of opposites, or then the everything), are naught, and naught is nothing. (NO-thing).
Next Note
7/1/2008 12:28PM where our house is no 28 and the year and minutes of the starting time of this note is all 28 too. And the hour is 12, the number of fulfillment.
If I am the "devil", I must be a good one to be co-creating to set a platform for people to get out of their state of mind being in the world of opposites. (which is apparently linked to the fall into sin when Adam and Eve ate from the tree of Good and Bad or the Tree of Opposites (which is some kind of illusion)).
As what I am doing is to set the platforms for those who seek to get out of that state of mind of believing in the world of opposites without realizing it and that this state of mind is an illusion.
I have also seen the next stop after getting out of your state of mind of being in the world of opposites, the next illusion - that is already linked with these people's state of mind where they are living an illusion, the world of opposites. This is what I call, the "matrix". Look at the Toyota badge - the vehicle I drive and you will in symbolism understand why I say the two illusions are connected. The one just being inside the other.
7/1/2008 12:36PM
And 12 and 9 are where 9 is the number where everything comes together and 12 is the number of fulfillment.
7/1/2008 12:37PM
(and 37 is the CY)!
Ns. When all of Humankind gets out of that state of mind and have consensus that they have been in a state of mind that is of illusion at origin, is the world of opposites, the whole set up of the world of opposites will disappear. And by following the "matrix", all will come together on that Y-Axis I spoke of earlier - with no more X-Axis going to the left or right, it will ALL be X = 0. And this path leads straight to God the Creator.!
I am at this stage on that place on the X and Y Axis, where both X and Y, are naught or (0;0).
Next Note
7/1/2008 15:30 or 03:30PM
It seems in this world and in the state of mind that humankind are living, names have only become a statistic.
7/1/2008 15:31
Next Note
7/1/2008 17:10
Yesterday I was able to pull the carpet with my arms, with my father and a table on the carpet. The same happened when Linda and myself picked up that Rose Quarts for Marah in 2004. So twice gravity was not working, but also, twice my arms proved themselves to be strong. So my arm"R"strong.
And if you take the "R" out - that which my name starts with, you get my name (renee) and what is left without the "R", is ArmSstrong (and the one "S" is for its position in Alphabet, namely 19th), the day of the date I got shot.
And which other Armstrong famous character, said: (as he stepped from the space shuttle onto the moon): One small step for man, but one giant step for mankind.
7/1/2008 17:15
(and 15/51 now both in today's writings - and both of these come down to: Divine Order.
7/1/2008 17:16
And 16 my link to Linda.
Ns. From ARMS"R"STRONG, we get if we take out the "R", an R = 18th letter and 1 + 8 = 9 or its upside down, 6. And ARMSSTRONG where you have to take the one "S" out to get Armstrong, gives that S = 19th letter. So we have from the two taken out, a 9 or 6 and 19. This gives the 19/6 or the day and month I got shot.
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7/1/2008 18:11 or 9/11
There's a new DVD out (it was just advertised on TV) called something with the word "Treasure". But what the movie is all about (or so they advertise), is about one man breaking all the rules to break the code.
7/1/2008 18:12
(Again the 9 - where everything comes together and 12 the number of fulfillment).
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07/01/08 21:30 or 03:30
My godchild is sleeping over at us tonight (my brother's one daughter). She's 7 years of age and calls a limosine a museum and the beefe spread called Bovril, she calls it "boggerall".
But she asked me tonight if I am going to become a teacher, and words slipped out of my mouth without control and I said to her: If I must teach, the world will become a different place.
7/1/08 21:33
(or 333 - where 3 is the number of confirmation).
This is the End of Part7 of Entry99 of my Journal
16/01/2008 13:03
(and the 13 hours can also be 1Pm, so we have 1:03, another 13 - which as it says is another 13, we have a 13 and 13 or 4 and 4 or 44).
Part8 of Entry99 of my Journal.
16/01/2008 01:30PM turning 13:31 where we have 44 again.
Here follow some notes again.
08/01/08 13:34 or 134Pm and 1 + 3 = 4 and 4 equal 44.
I just realized something now. In South Africa we have the government and no left political parties in government. We only have right wing political parties.
08/01/08 13:35
(and 35 is the 3 and 5 of the domino I picked up when we moved from Cape Town to Tswane).
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08/01/08 14:10 or 141 or 1441.
I just got that the key word in my message on the marble stone to Marah (as present when we did the course on the Heartland), was "Delightful" or delightful. And this word is on page 475 of the Dictionary where we have a 4 and a 7 + 5 = 12. But in the second (2nd) column, the 8th word, which gives a 4 and 8 or 4 + 8 = 12 and the 12 from the 75, helps us to get a 12 and 12 or 144 (ALL).
But we have the word "delightful" in the (second) column, the (second) part of the (first) meaning, which gives a 1st and 2nd and 2nd. Or it gives a 122 - which is linked to the discovery of the tomb of the King, Tuntankamen.
But this part of description of the word delightful says:
"highly pleasing, charming", with the emphasis on HIGH(LY).
And that was the key of that message that was given to Marah as present on a marble stone.
But the idea was that Marah is linked to the opposite of “dematerialization”, as She, Marah, materialized. And the stone is dark and heavy for Her to be the opposite, “The(de)Light(ful)one.
08/01/08 14:17
(or 2 and 17 and 17 linked to 44 as the page where the meaning of 44 was found, was page 71 - so we have a 2 linked to 44 now).
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08/01/08 14:20 or 02:20PM
And the words "dematerializing" and "materializing" were used to bring about the word "delightful" as first the White Lions was Dematerialized, but then, in 1972, they materialized again.
That is why the words "dematerializing and materializing" were used to get to her keyword in the message on the Marble stone to Her.
08/01/08 14:23 or 2:23PM and 2/23 is Linda's birthday.
Ns. So that Marble Stone had a hidden message in symbolism until now).
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08/01/08 14:48 or 2:48PM or 2 and 12 or 212.
According to science at this stage, what we see is something that comes into our eyes (by the help of light particles) and help us then to be able to observe. But it is also believed that it takes time for light particles to "move". For instance the light particles of the Sun takes a certain amount of time to reach our planet. So if that is true, we are observing something of the "past". Also, if we are then observing something from a distance, it means the light particles took time to get into our eyes to observe that something a distance away.
Does this now mean that when we observe, we are actually observing something that took a time to reach the inside of our eyes - or more basic, we observe something that has already happened.
That is - if we accept our physic Laws as it is now, then the above in this note happens.
Then I asked myself the question - can there be a way for us to view/be in the moment? As this goes for blind people just in a different way - as they hear things and sound consist out of particles as well. Sound and light have to travel from its source to the recipient.
08/01/08 14:56
(and 56 the inverse of the 65 amount dimensions there apparently is).
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08/01/08 16:54 or 7 + 9 or 4 + 9 gives 16 and 13. A 4 x 4 and a 4.
I am feeling terrible in my chest).
08/01/08 16:55
(and 1 + (5) = 6 or the number without the brackets: 16. And then one inside the brackets linked to the 16, is 5. So we have a 5 and 55 (minutes), that is linked in some way to 16).
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08/01/08 17:06 and the 2 outsides gives the middle number if added.
The science now accepts that it takes the Sun's light particles to reach us a certain amount of time. So when we observe the Sun going under - the Sun is actually already (and not only because it is coming up at another place in/on the planet) under. So what we observe when the sun goes down - is actually an illusion of some sort - as the sun is down already and we are only experiencing the past (the rays that takes some time to get here). And this concept of light and sound particles, is part of the theories developed by Newton and Einstein. They started it all.
08/01/08 17:10
(or 17/71 - the page where the meaning of 44 is found).
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08/01/08 17:14
So if you are driving on an open road and you see there in the distance and accident happening, according to the science we practice at this stage, the accident has actually happened before you saw it happening.
So the "moment" - the so called "moment", is actually (according to the science practiced in this day and age), when you experience it - it is something of the past you are experiencing. So what happened to the "moment" - is there with the science that is practiced now, a "moment" at all? Only if the science gets exposed - the opposites that even science is based on as well, can we really truly experience the moment.
08/01/08 17:19
(and 6 is needed to add to the first number of 17 to get the second number of 17, namely 7. This then gives a 6 and a 19 (minutes) or the day and month I got shot).
And this is the End of Part8 of Entry99 of my Journal
16/01/2008 02:11PM or 11:11
Part9 of Entry99 of my Journal.
16/01/2008 10:34PM and 10 + 34 = 44.
Here are notes again from the notebook. They are as follow:
9/1/08 18:26 turning 27 and with 2 + 7 = 9 and 1 + 8 = 9, we have 99. But 26 linked to the Einstein and Newton Physics/Mathematics and its link to Global Warming and the state of mind of the Opposites.
I know exactly who I am - I am the life I lived.
9/1/08 18:29 or 9/11
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9/1/08 20:10 or 21
I came upstairs to look up in the Dictionary, the word "ring". And as I opened the book on page 2167 (my year of birth 67 and my day of birth 21) and the first word at the top of 1st column is: THEOLOGICIAN. And the 2nd (or LAST word that is also shown at the right hand corner in the Dictionary - which means it is the last word on that page), is THEORY. But THEORY is above/first of the 3rd column, but also the last on the page. So first and last are the same, it is the word THEORY. But first and last are each other's opposites, so when they are actually becoming one and the same as described in the paragraph, then they are not opposites anymore. But the 1 and 3 from the First and 3rd column, gives a 13.
9/1/08 20:13
(and from the 13 as the last in this note, we also have the 13 in the last of this time. This gives 13 and 13 or 4 and 4 or 44).
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09/01/2008 20:18 or 818 in PM time.
It feels as if our actions boomerang now. But the way the Quabalists are portraying our existence in this world, is with a circle/ring and with a line from the circle towards the middle point of the circle. But this line to the point in the middle of the circle (where we apparently find ourselves according to them), is vertical. And if you look at a "boom" of a gate - when it is vertical, those inside can get out. The "boom" must come into a vertical position (Y-Axis), for vehicles to get out. If it is in a horizontal position, everyone inside are trapped.
The boom seems to be linked to the circle/ring, which gives freedom.
from the word BOOMA(vo)RANG - where RANG is the past tense of RING.
09/01/2008 20:23
And 8PM same as 20 hours and 23 + 8 = 31 - the inverse of 13. And together they give a 4 and 4 or 44.
And this is the End of Part9 of Entry99 of my Journal. It is also the End of Entry99, but as Entry99 consist of 9 parts, we get a 999.
16/01/2008 10:58PM
(And 10 + 58 = 68 or 6 + 8 = 14 - and yesterday was 14th and my parents was celebrating their 41st anniversary. But my dog is in his 14th year and I am in my 41st year). And today is my dad's sister birthday and also my brother and his wife is celebrating their 9th wedding anniversary today on the 16th.
16/01/2008 11:01PM
(or 111 - which relates to "reveal/revelation/insight" of some sort).
And this inset that will follow now is to assist the Second Note of Part8 of Entry99 of my Journal. It is the message that was printed on the Marble Stone.
MARAH OF THE WHITE LIONS.
1. MY GIFT 2 U
(GIVES A 2 IN POINT 1 OR 12)
THE MESSAGE IS HIGH/LIGHTED
MEANING IT COMES FROM THE
HIGHEST LIGHT
AND HAS ALL TO DO WITH LIGHT.
2. IF YOU PRONOUNCE “DE”LIGHT
IT SOUNDS LIKE “THE” LIGHT
3. FROM “DE”LIGHT WE HAVE
FROM THE “DE” (FOR EXAMPLE):
“DE”MATERIALIZATION: IS WHERE
MATERIAL IS WHEN IT DOES NOT
EXIST ANYMORE IF IT “DE”MATERIALIZE
THIS LINKS “DE” – TO OPPOSITE OF THE
WORD THAT FOLLOWS THIS “DE”.
IN THIS CASE: “DE”(LIGHT)
AND OPPOSITE OF LIGHT: DARK/HEAVY
THEREFORE: DARK MARBLE
4. THIS MESSAGE 4 WHO U R ALREADY:
“THE”LIGHT”FULL” 0(NE)
AND THE 4 IN POINT 4 - WHERE IT
ORIGINATED FROM: 44
5. DAY AND TIME MSG RECEIVED: 09/02/2007 12:12 – 12:21
(AND 12 THE NUMBER OF FULFILMENT.)
WITH ALL MY HEART - RENEE
And to explain the part about the “Axis” as symbolism for our situation as human kind in this Creation of God The Creator, here is a letter to a friend to explain it better.
14/01/08 20:07 or just as the year is also a 20 and 08, we get like the year in the date, an 07 or 7. And I know you are not so much interested in what I do with the numbers, so I'd rather leave it like this - that it comes down to a 7 (but there are a lot of other possibilities as well). But according to Caroline Myss' CD, the 7th chakra is about the Divine Mind. But for me the 08 or 8, is the Weaver of Fate.
Dear Belinda
It seems you have not heard from Artemis yet about that question I asked about what about the 9th chakra? Well, for me, the number 9 is where it all comes together. In the Qaubbalistic tradition, it would be the circle with a point in the middle that has got a line drawn from there up to the circle, where our clocks normally have the 12 - and for me 12 is the number of fulfillment.
But would you please send her this letter as well, as meantime, while waiting for her answer, I got in my mind's eye the mathematical Cartesian Plane - where you have the X and Y Axis. But according to the Qaubbalistic circle for the symbolism of Creation, that point in the middle of the sentence is the point (0;0) in that Cartesian Axis. And moving up into the positive direction, the Y = 0 all the time, where as the X-Axis has got the opposites - and that is what I am doing! Clearing the opposites from being opposites no more. So what is left then, is only that the Y-Axis stay where it is there for all the opposites to become Y = 0, or in more familiar terms, where there are no opposites anymore - only unity in the Y-Axis (the opposites) which will ultimately lead to the unity of creation with its Creator. And that I link with the number 9 and that is why I asked Artemis but what is for Caroline Myss, the 9th chakra?
Anyway, how is the garden doing? Do you think the flowers will help a bit with this problem I have with the electro magnetism that build in my body. Yes I understand where they come from - as light and sound is defined as particles by our current science. Yeah, and we were talking about flowers but I get into the science the world is practicing at the moment. But you know, the science we practice, the mathematics, the state of mind being in an opposite world, for me it is all coming together now - as I understand how each fit into one another.
So if you would be so kind to forward this letter to Artemis as well - I am burning to know what the 9th chakra, according to Caroline Myss, is all about.
REGARDS (and not "warm" regards anymore, we have enough heat already)
Renee
14/01/2008 20:23 or a 43. And this number is for me linked to those tornado's they had in America where there were 18 tornado's in about an hours time across 13 states of America. The day and month were a 4 and 3. But if you add all those numbers in the date and time, you get 68 and 6 + 8 = 14 - right where we started!
Well, I guess this is becoming a very long letter, this Second Letter of Lore159. But a lot is happening and it feels as if everything is going rapidly now. That is why there are so much to write about to do the explain stuff.
Anyway
REGARDS
Renee
17/01/2008 21:32 (cell’s time) and 9:38PM (computer’s time), and the Second Time is like the First Time in the Beginning, the same as in the Second Time in the End, namely 9/11. But from the First Time in the End we have 21 and a 32, which gives 3 + 2 = 5. But the Second time in the Beginning had the minutes that came down to a 6, and now at the End, the First time have the minutes that come down to a 5, which gives a 65 – the amount of dimensions there apparently are, but we are also 6.5 billion people on the planet at the moment.
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