Tuesday, May 20, 2008

...my CROSS.


This is the Seventh Letter of Lore177.

19/05/2008 20:26 (cell’s time) 8:24PM (computer’s time) 20:25 (PUMA’S time) where we have from the Beginning minutes a 26, the inverse of 62 (which I link to the embodiment of a society based on a “negative” flow – where “negative” carries the perceptions that are misleading as well as entwined within them, the state of mind of the world of opposites). And if you add the 2nd and 3rd times, you get 8 + 24 + 20 + 25 = 77. And 7 + 7 = 14, my DOG.

Dear Lore


I thought about the letter posted to my blogs named: “Every aspect of Life mentioned in this letter must reach Balance for the Reverse to take place – blogged on 17/05/2008” and what came up was the following: I don’t know if there is a job on this planet at the moment that does not require some sort of “Service Delivered”. And that automatically imply that we sit with a world in NEED which is responsible for the misleading perception that the world is a place that can only be in need – whatever kind of need. And because the world is only by implication a place in need, the state of mind of a world of opposites keeps the world in a perception of a world in need.

Oh, but this realization that came to mind now – before I start my notes. It seems to be important to link it with the notes.

First Note

19/05/2008 17:59 and 5 + 9 = 14 (DOG)

I have been shown today how my act with my DOG has been viewed on higher levels – or then, the Divine Spark of the situation. Our rabbi used to tell us that every situation has got a Divine Spark, and the following is the Divine Spark in this dedicated work to Charlie.

I loved that DOG of mine so much (Charlie) that I told GOD I would die for my DOG. But then the test came – and it had nothing to do with me dying physically. I was given insight several days before he died as to how it will feel when my DOG is not there anymore. (Believe me, it was a nightmare).

And then the worst came (for me), but on other levels it was viewed as follow: I LOVED my DOG but even though he was suffering, GOD did not take him. I had to face my own CROSS (as we all get our cross in our lives at some stage) and because my DOG was suffering so much – and although I had a taste of how it will be without my DOG (even more than a nightmare) when he is gone, I had to make the choice if I love him so much that I will take him out of his misery and pain and suffering, and have him put down calmly and let him go to rest. But I had to stay behind to face this terrible, horrible pain that he is not here anymore – and it was my choice to spare him from suffering. So instead of him suffering, I took the worst kind of pain on myself to help him – that is how strong my love for such a small, brave little DOG who devoted his life to me is.

And every night I still cry – during the days too – because I just miss him so terribly. So this was my CROSS in my life. When I was showed the Divine Spark in this situation with my DOG’s crossing over, it seems on a higher level it is seen as an act of nobleness. But noble or not noble – I miss my DOG tremendously! And the pain seems to get worse by the day.
19/05/2008 18:09 or 9/9
(And 9 the number where it all comes together)
NS. It seems we all get our CROSS event in our lives. People may not understand how can I say I hurt so much about a DOG, but he was more loyal and devoted to me than any human could ever have been. I doubt if some human’s can even love their children the way I loved my DOG – and I do not care to admit it.

Second Note

19/05/2008 18:44

It seems something has been fulfilled as when the great flood of Noah took place and was fulfilled, there was a rainbow – to proof the fulfillment. But I just got the following sms message:

The full moon has
a rainbow around
it from where i’m
standing!

19/05/2008
18:40:51
19/05/2008 18:48
Ns. But from the time of sms we have a 9 (1 + 8)/4/6 (the upside down of 9) which give us 949 or added, 22. And headings in the newspapers and an inset on CNN was all about 22 people getting killed because of foreigners in Johannesburg South Africa. But the time of the full moon on 20/05/2008 (tonight), is 2:11AM. And 2 = 1 + 1 = 11, which give the time 11/11.
Even received an sms from this friend with a picture of this full moon that was taken from his cell (phone).
19/05/2008 18:53
(And 53 linked to Joan of Arc).
Ns. So since Wesak Full moon till this one (which I received via sms that there is a rainbow around it), something has been fulfilled.

Well, and so much for this 7th Letter of Lore177.

REGARDS
Renee
19/05/2008 20:53 (cell’s time) 8:51PM (computer’s time) 20:52 (PUMA’S time) and from the First Time we have the 53 again where the cell’s time is linked to Joan of Arc. But from the 2nd and 3rd times, we have an 8PM which is also 20 hours, which make of the hours a 40. From the minutes we have a 6 and 7 and 6 + 7 = 13 or 4 and 40 + 4 = 44.
So we have a cell linked to Joan of Arc and this all linked to 44. But inside these letters there are something fulfilled!

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