Thursday, May 15, 2008

PUMA/Mountain Lion.


This is the Second Letter of Lore177.

15/05/2008 09:02AM (cell’s time) 09:00AM (computer’s time) where from the whole of the First Time we have 9 + 2 = 11. And then we have the 11 with the hour, which is 9, or 11/9 and we have the 11 with the minutes which is 11/11. And from the Second Time we have only 9, the number where it all come together.

Dear Lore

Yes, and it seems everything is coming together. Yesterday was a terrible day missing Charlie, my DOG! But we went to my grandmother’s funeral on Tuesday the 13th of May 2008 and it was held in Klerksdorp in South Africa. So as we were close to the Anglo Gold goldmine, I looked coincidentally to my left side, next to the road into the veld there and what should I see? I shouted at my brother to stop, as we drove with his vehicle and he was driving. But he was going to fast to stop so he carried on driving. But what I saw and what I wanted to show them was this Lynx, with the hair standing up on the ears. But he was standing not far from the road, about 100 meters and watching us but standing up straight watching us.
And since last week after Charlie (my DOG) died, I was begging him to just give me an indication he was with me! But after I saw the Lynx, we passed Anglo Gold goldmine and the animal they chose as totem animal for their advertisement, is a lion. And I remember still on Tuesday what impact that had on me – my thoughts were still: I need my dog, not a lion!

But after all the crying and missing of my DOG yesterday, last night I spoke to a friend on the phone and I asked him if he can pick up my DOG with me? And he said spontaneously that yes, it is a definite yes, as he sees a bright white light which is my dog. But (my friend said), he get also the picture of a mountain Lion (which of course is also called the Puma).

And I still remember how I went to the flea market about a week before my DOG died and how I bought a jacket (against the cold, but it was also denim – as I only wear denim jeans, in fact, I even went to the funeral with my jeans), I bought new brown shoes as the old ones did not fit anymore and these nearly looked the same. And I did not have enough money at that stage for the watch I wanted to buy. It was a PUMA digital watch. And I walked from the one to the other person at the flea market to see if one can give me that watch (as I specifically wanted the PUMA watch) for the amount of money I had. But it seemed nobody had that watch for the money I had. And I was nearly on my way home when I got to some guy and I said to him – as I saw the PUMA watch, how much? And he said the price which I could afford and I gave him a tip because he could give me what I wanted for the price I could afford. So I came home with the denim jacket, the new shoes and the new PUMA watch. But the PUMA is also known as the Cougar or Mountain Lion. Although in early times the western world got confused between them. But we now know for sure that they are all the same thing. But it is also important to show that the Puma, also has these hairs standing on end at the ears, like the South African Lynx. And when my friend told me he is picking up a Mountain Lion (the Puma), I immediately realized that Charlie, my DOG, tried his best to show/reveal himself to me that he is with me. It seems my friend who told me about the white light with me which seems to be linked to a Mountain Lion (and to my DOG), also think highly of this “Being” which was my DOG for nearly 14 years as he (my friend) found the light of my DOG beautiful and strong and bright.

And now I am just wearing my PUMA watch!

But also, last night I had a very funny dream. I dreamt that a piece of framework of a building came loose and fell to us where we were standing underneath it on the ground. And I saw the other little DOG we have, Tyra, and I fell over her and after the thing fell and was lying there, I got up and wanted to pick her up as I thought it was an earthquake. And as I picked her up, I realized it was Charlie, my DOG, that I picked up.

So it seems he want me to hang on to the other DOG now for company. As my mother said: NO MORE DOGS! So now I have my PUMA watch, lion linked to my “DOG” and I have the other dog in the house who will take care of my needs for company now.

It was terrible loosing my dog and every morning when I drive past the veterinarian hospital, I start thinking about my DOG’s little body and wonder what they did with it? And every morning I start crying after that as I realize I miss my dog so tremendously. But I think last night’s dream was given as my DOG (even on the other side), realized I needed to just touch a dog and be with a dog. To have DOG company as I was longing yesterday profusely to just hold my DOG in my arms again. And that was what made me cry and upset the most yesterday – as I realized I will never ever be able to pick him up again ever in my life. And that was a horrible thought. But now with the Mountain Lion (PUMA)/the watch, and with the dream I had about the other dog becoming my DOG when I picked her up, I am feeling much better. And I think it is because I know my dog is actually with me and how he actually brought a South African Lynx so close to the road, close to Anglo Gold goldmine with the totem of a lion, that I could see it, is making me feel so special that my DOG is doing so much for me on the other side to just show me He is with me. And yesterday was exactly 1 week since my DOG crossed over, since I said goodbye to him. But I think I found a little more peace now.

Thank you Charlie, my lovely DOG, and thank YOU GOD for what you have given me in a time where nobody can help you, except the way I was helped since the buying of the PUMA watch.

REGARDS
Renee
15/05/2008 09:36AM (cell’s time) 9:34AM (computer’s time) 9:35AM (Puma’s time) and from the year we have 2 + 8 = 10 or 1 and then from the day we have 1 + 5 or 15 (6), and the month and year we have 5 and 1 or 51 (6). But if we add all of this together, we get 1 + 5 + 5 + 1 + 9 + 36 + 9 + 34 + 9 + 35 = 144, the ALL!
Ns. And it seems that Earthquake (talking/dreaming about earthquakes) in “CHI”na was actually of magnitude 7.9 and not 7.8 as was reported initially.






















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