Sense and Nonsense - Missunderstand.

THOUGHTS

This is the Fifth Thought

01/07/2008 12:18PM (cell’s time) where we have from the time, that it gives a 12/9, the birthday of someone linked to the White Lion Protection Fund – or then, the symbolism of this number combination: Straight from Avalon to The White Lion

I have written a letter to a friend this morning as follow:

"...01/07/2008 8:43AM


You were looking for me yesterday and because of the bad quality of hearing at the place we were, I had to ask you if I could phone you back. But now it seems we have lost each other totally. I am trying to phone that number you used over and over, but now it is down completely.

Anyway - I am struggling at this stage not only coping with my dog's death, but also questioning the stuff I wrote. I know it must sound totally weird/abnormal to anyone who does not understand the levels me and my friends are working on. And the other thing is: only if you read all the parts from a certain point, will you perhaps understand what the "parts" are leaving behind. A path, a path to what is good for this Creation and what not. I am fooling around with the Big Boys of Physics and what they believe - and it seems if you do not agree (and I do not disagree - and that is why I am not understood, because how does this make sense?), you are viewed as abnormal. If you only think white, or if you only think black, you will definitely not understand what I am trying to convey. If you think, ah, maybe white or black, then you have succeeded to another level. But when you think grey, and even disregard black or white and immediately think grey, you are considered weird/abnormal. And everything in "weird/abnormal" is a no-no to society!

I am battling with this. I may have a publisher, but I am in so much distress because of what the sentencing of the critics eventually might be, that I do not know if I want to publish whatever I have written at all. A woman I met about a week ago, she wanted me to actually tell a room full of people that think more or less think alike (though not quite the same as they are not that weird) of what the message is that was given to me. But my problem is I am scared - scared of being thought of as weird. Although I do know that those people are open and was actually very interested in what I had to say. And I could talk to those people about my written stuff and I did not even stutter until I came to the part where all the options there are started. Then I could not focus as I was not prepared for what I was saying. I was also not ready for the occasion. Never expected that anyone will listen to what I have to say.

Anyway, you don't want to hear about my problems on this first day of the month - you have a whole month to plan today and tomorrow.

REGARDS
Renee
01/07/2008 9:00AM....”

From this letter I realized one thing as I was thinking about the letter I wrote to my friend:

Humankind want The Creator to be something they understand. That is where the understanding comes from that if something is black – most of humankind understand that. So that will also be the picture that they would want from a God. But if you talk about black and its opposite, namely white, and understand they go along as the one is the opposite of the other, we will understand a God on that level. But if we understand by hearing of black – the term “grey” and without even thinking of white, understanding that black and white in its point of reaching the balance point, give grey, to humankind is something of no sense. And that is what our Creator is, something that to humankind, will make no sense at all.
So maybe I must not feel that bad at all. As I also told my friend, the Big Boys of Physics in today’s world of Physics, will probably feel they disagree with what I say – if they even take the time to read what I wrote! But as I said, I do not agree with them (although I also do not disagree with them), but that is the issue with the things I wrote – nobody will probably be able to say that they do not agree with me, but they also do not disagree with me, that the main problem is just that what I wrote does not really make sense, or something they understand.

But that was my problem in the beginning as well. This making sense thing, and I had to adjust to that. Something that does not make sense, but something that is also not senseless! We can never put The Creator in any form of making sense or making no(n) sense. As this is part of the state of mind of being in the world of opposites. And making sense differ from human to human, as it is also just a perception. And I have shown in previous letters to Lore, that perception is something that is called in the Oxford Dictionaries, something that is misleading.

So all the things I wrote so far may not make sense to most of humankind (especially if I think of the reaction of some of the dudes in (at) the world (Blueworld) where they are asking, after reading one piece, “WTF”, meaning, they have no clue what is going on there. Then another one gave the comment: Dude, this is seriously weird...

But those are the people (humankind) that fall in the category of black is black and white is white. They are not even realizing that black and white are each other’s opposites, let alone that grey is what you eventually get where black and white come together...

Anyway, what does it matter? I am just asking myself that question. Maybe it is their life task to stay where they are, in a world of only “black” or a world of only “white”. Grey may not even appear to them (of course this is all symbolism the black and white and grey thing) as the point where black and white get into balance.

This is the End of the Fifth Thought of THOUGHTS.

01/07/2008 12:41PM and 12 and 14 (the inverse of 41), is the combination linked to Joan of Arc.