GODS WINDOW

Saturday, March 21, 2009

GODS WINDOW

Devils Peak Cape Town on 18/19/20 of March 2009.

JOHN35
21/03/2009 8:57pm or 20:57 or 2012.

Dear John

I was upset last night because I was only thinking of my own pain. And I was really angry at God. Don’t we all get – I guess, some of us just won’t admit to it. But I was in so much pain about what God put me through – and don’t we all get put through things – that the pain was almost unbearable until I realized something and I word it in an sms to two people.
The sms as follows:

This whole situation is a
CRY FROM GOD 4
someone 2 just realize in
some way Gods
loneliness as God. Renee
Sent: 20/03/2009 21:45 or 9:9 on 20 + 3 in 2009 or 23 in 2 + 9 or 11 or 23 11 or 23 2.

John, someday, when it ALL comes together and ALL becomes ONE, it will be ALLONE? Now what does that say? Why was these words chosen? I may be imagining this, but I do think God want to get a kind of message through. We are all crying about our own pain, but do we take into account what God actually go through? And I am going to put my ass on the line here and take maybe all the credibility out of everything I have written so far, but people ask questions about God, but they just take it that God is Almighty and so be it. As humanity we just want the answers to our prayers from an Almighty. We just want to please that Almighty because we do not love that Almighty, we actually fear Almightyness as it can destroy us. But who of us has actually ever thought what God must be going through – what does it take then to be Almighty, to BE, the Almighty One with everybody doing things just to please You because You R Almighty. Not because they love YOU. YOU R Almighty, why do YOU need love? YOU have Created Everything, not, why have YOU Created Everything? Humans just do not go there!!!

No wonder knowledge and wisdom got scattered all over the Creation. As that is not God’s make up. I remember that night I was taken to what I thought was God’s Window. And all I saw was pain, no pretty picture. And till today I am dying and waiting in anticipation to see that beauty from God’s Window. Yes, that experience was so intense for me that I could not share it with people. Who would understand. I mean, I did not even take God’s probable “cry” to show me God’s Window seriously that it could be one of pain? I thought that was what God was trying to show me, but I thought myself to be vain to think that God would “talk” to me in a manner like that and share something like that with me. I felt terrible that night too, for God’s sake. I cried of the pain and used a whole toilet roll to clean my nose from all the crying of all the pain I experienced. I will also not go into the detail of that experience where I thought I was off to God’s Window, but ended up seeing something different – nobody would take me serious or worse, believe me. And it was on the 18/10/2003. And it was exactly 5 months and 5 years later that the events started to trigger the thought to think about God’s Window, how God view or whatever it is called, again. And 5 the Sacred Number of The White Lions, The Messengers of God.

This Creation is Amazing in the simplicity of its complexity. But us realizing that, whether in what great a sense or on what level, is that enough for God? To be Perfect, so Perfect that it is actually so, so, beautiful? And that is what I think is fooling us. Because, I think God needs love too. Not to die for your religion! To LOVE and CARE for God. TLC. As look at the letters TLC:
T = 20th letter of the Alphabet
L = 12th letter of the Alphabet , but if added, gives 3, so its inverse, 21, will also give 3
C = 3rd letter of Alphabet, or then, the 21.
This gives us a 2012/21 and 21/12 in 2012 is when the Mayan Calendar ends. And why do we use the TLC? Tender Love and Care. And mind you, the Care comes last, which is first, is Tender Love.

To me, all of this is just too much of a coincidence. But the question will be, if we take what I said seriously, how would we be able to give God Tender Love? I would be the first to do it if only I knew how, as I will take it seriously. A friend of mine once said to me with options. Well, if you do it and its true and you do what you in your heart feel is the right thing, you cannot go wrong. But if you do not do it because of all kinds of rational thoughts about the abnormality of your thoughts, which might have no sustainability, you would never know if you leave your decision to do something about something if you have done the right or wrong thing. Where if you do it and it is wrong, then you know and you can change, but if you have not acted at all, it is probably the greatest loss ever.

Anyway, you may do with this what you please. But I am going to put it on the blog. If everybody read it, then so be it and if they think I am totally nuts – then so be it. But if God wants to be loved tenderly and I have received that hearts desire to give that to God, then it will be the greatest loss if I do not try and find the way to do it just because I am scared other people will not take me seriously and think I am nuts.

But regarding the number combinations in this Lore, it is interesting to note that the second time I went out of time and space with vehicle and all [and this time I had a witness, a lady named Claire who was a volunteer worker for Linda Tucker at the Heartland of The White Lions in Timbavati] was at the Fish River Canyon [and Linda being a Pisces and we actually for her birthday had to send her a postcard from the Fish River Canyon]. And this took about 45 minutes that we were out of time and space, with my bakkie Charlie and both of us. And the date was the 18/19 of February 2009, which is exactly 4 months and 5 years [a 45] since that first episode where I went with vehicle and all out of time and space – in order to witness Gods Window on 18/19 of October 2003. And the 45 give a 9, the number combination of how it all come together. But it all being on an 18 and 19th, the same time when the fire was on Devils Peak in Cape Town South Africa and when that volcano erupted near Tonga with an earthquake of magnitude 7.9. And 7 + 9 = 16, my link to Linda, the Protector of The White Lions, The Messengers of God.

KIND REGARDS
Renee
21/03/2009 9:35PM and this is JOHN35 and the domino I picked up when we moved out of our house in Cape Town where myself and my Dog was so happy, that domino was the numbers 3 and 5.

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JOHN29

11/02/2009 10:58am turning 10:59AM where we have from the hour a 10 and 10 or a 11 and from the Last Minutes we have a 59 or then a 5 + 9 = 14, which gives the 11 14 combination which is linked to my accident rolling my vehicle on 22/11 in 2008. But we also have from both minutes a 13 and 14, the number combination in some way of Zep Tepi. But today is 11/2/29 or 11/11/11. (South African Time)

Dear John

What I understand of my work is the following. It all started when I received the mathematical proof that 1 = -1 or then, that in mathematics, where we have always thought that a + times a – equal a -, it actually then equal a +. But that was the beginning of greater thoughts regarding what is behind our whole “Bigger Picture”.

We can manifest. But for all the words, which in themselves are energies (just like you and me) and for all concepts, which in themselves are energies (just like you and me), for it all to reach its full potential, we have to be able to manifest. And to be able to manifest we have to have the Quantum Physical principle. But the Quantum Physical principle as you know are derived from the science that comes from the principle of atoms and on a certain level that the atom is of such nature that: “the observer influence the observed”. That is where the Quantum Principle come from. But atoms have an origin as well and would not have had an origin if it was not “proven” by way of mathematics – where I have proofed with the 1 = -1 or then the (+) and (-) thing that our mathematics are actually not accurate.

But not only did this 1 = -1 show me that our mathematics (and therefore everything derived from it) was inaccurate, but it also showed me when I started discovering certain life situations, that the world of opposites as mankind know it, that world of duality which is believed to exist, is actually ONLY a state of mind. And because we still have the Quantum principle I was able to “create” in my writings that these so called opposites only seems like opposites, but they are actually not.

Then my task went further and I started bringing these so called opposites into a space of Balance which I call The Point of Balance where it is noted in my work as follow: [0;0]. That is for each and every opposite which is believed to exist which I am proving in my work is not a [1;-1], but a [0;0], where I actually bring it into the Devine Balance.

But the only way the “energies”, of whatever sort they are, could come to their full potential if was if our Creator created for us the path where we would eventually be able to manifest, not only for everything to come into its full potential, but also so that we could be able to manifest it back into its balance again. And that is necessary to bring those “opposites” back into their true balance again as in that way we are bringing the NOTHINGNESS (for me the Ultimate God – not the Feminine Devine that are doing the Creating work) back into Balance – as you can see, I bring the energies and the potentials to The Point of Balance, namely the Point [0;0]. And what else is 0 than Nothing. And that is what I am “creating” or manifesting in my work! To bring the Ultimate God into its place of Balance again. And you would not believe how awesome this state of mind of opposites can confuse man. I have examples in my work to show this. But of course my work hold in that both Einstein and Newton was “wrong”, but it was a “wrong” that was “right”. As if they did not come up with the ideas and the mathematics, we would not have been able to manifest and everything as we know it is not able to come to its full potential in this day and age. And this is what is causing the “what is believed”, chaos certain people are witnessing and experiencing. It is not spiraling down energy, it is actually every energy coming to its full potential, even the energy that exists because the word exist, namely the energy or word “opposites/duality”. And even the energy “chaos” has got to come to its full potential for The Ultimate God to come to Its full potential. And if you read my work you would see how the one is influencing the other for each and everyone/thing to come to their full potential – not just the energy form called man. But this does not make it now easy to understand, as the word/energy “complex” must also reach its full potential and in the process get put into its Point of Balance, the Point [0;0]. Now can you see why I think people do not understand what I am writing about or the levels it go to? As for Ascension to take place, not only does the energy “man” reach its full potential, but EVERY other thing that exists too, as ALL is some form of energy and all must reach its full potential for ALL to Ascend.

I do not know if you can follow what I am trying to say here. But these proofs to this are on my blogsite called:
ava414.wordpress.com
The most interesting parts I would say is all the Pages which you will find on the right side of the page when you land on the site. There is a department called “Pages” and under these “Pages”, is listed for one the proof that 1 = -1. This is under the heading: “THE BALANCE”.
Another important heading is: “Between The Desert and The Deap Blue Sea” as well as “Transforming Prism – an ILLUSION”. But actually all those pages contain the most essential works.
So in all of those “posts”, I have been busy with a “manifesting/creating” process.

With the above said in mind, I hope the pieces written now makes more sense…..
KIND REGARDS
11/02/2009 11:06am or 11 11 11 11 which all together adds up to 44, the Hebrew Name of God that in Gamatria works out on 44 that means: “I will be revealed at ever greater levels”. And 6, which is the upside down of 9, the number where it ALL comes Together.
Renee
11:09AM (South African Time)

My DOG

Dedication to Charlie, my CHIhuahua DOG. This photograph to show how hard he is working/was working to always be there for me and telling me that.

And what is so interesting is that there is a volcano which erupted at the same time my DOG had to cross over – the volcano in the South of “CHI”li, and it spit out ashes into the air for 30 kilometers into the air the day before my “CHI”huahua died. And it was not just all fire (volcano – or ashes as everything will come to ashes again), it was also the water thing – the cyclone in Mianmar which took nearly 100 000 people’s lives. There was also a huge earthquake in "CHI"na which registrated 7.8 on the scale. This quake happened 10km beneath the earth. Then there are hundreds without homes with tornado's/twisters hitting America and they are still not over.
So my Dog’s death went along with huge spectacles.

REGARDSava414 - Charlie and myself together as One, ava414.