DUBBELPORTRET by NP van Wyk Louw

Thursday, September 12, 2013

DUBBELPORTRET by NP van Wyk Louw

Aangevreet deur al die eeue: 'n portret:
man: roekelose intellektualiteit:
baardeloos, met toegesakte oe:
sonder passie skouend op die passies,
naam-gewend selfs aan wat skelm meen;
vrou: die ding wat: helder-blou-van-oe
ligweg praat, en een en ander rokkie
kon bestik laat lyk het met 'essensie' -
eintlik opgetooi staan in die naaktheid
van klonte vleis en spier en been en harsings
om die teelkrag toegedraai vir vang-aas;
man: die ding wat hariger en eensaam
alle rede en redelikheid verknoei tot:
eie wonder en bewondering as einddoel.

the last sentence: ...eie wonder en bewondering as einddoel... must have made a huge impression on me. Somehow during my years at university - in different ways - this same "feeling" could have been shared with NP van Wyk Louw.

Maybe that was the reason years later on to have had a dream regarding this poem one night with people in my own life, playing the roles.

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0 - Explanation 4 the Existence of this, in Words

JOHN29

11/02/2009 10:58am turning 10:59AM where we have from the hour a 10 and 10 or a 11 and from the Last Minutes we have a 59 or then a 5 + 9 = 14, which gives the 11 14 combination which is linked to my accident rolling my vehicle on 22/11 in 2008. But we also have from both minutes a 13 and 14, the number combination in some way of Zep Tepi. But today is 11/2/29 or 11/11/11. (South African Time)

Dear John

What I understand of my work is the following. It all started when I received the mathematical proof that 1 = -1 or then, that in mathematics, where we have always thought that a + times a – equal a -, it actually then equal a +. But that was the beginning of greater thoughts regarding what is behind our whole “Bigger Picture”.

We can manifest. But for all the words, which in themselves are energies (just like you and me) and for all concepts, which in themselves are energies (just like you and me), for it all to reach its full potential, we have to be able to manifest. And to be able to manifest we have to have the Quantum Physical principle. But the Quantum Physical principle as you know are derived from the science that comes from the principle of atoms and on a certain level that the atom is of such nature that: “the observer influence the observed”. That is where the Quantum Principle come from. But atoms have an origin as well and would not have had an origin if it was not “proven” by way of mathematics – where I have proofed with the 1 = -1 or then the (+) and (-) thing that our mathematics are actually not accurate.

But not only did this 1 = -1 show me that our mathematics (and therefore everything derived from it) was inaccurate, but it also showed me when I started discovering certain life situations, that the world of opposites as mankind know it, that world of duality which is believed to exist, is actually ONLY a state of mind. And because we still have the Quantum principle I was able to “create” in my writings that these so called opposites only seems like opposites, but they are actually not.

Then my task went further and I started bringing these so called opposites into a space of Balance which I call The Point of Balance where it is noted in my work as follow: [0;0]. That is for each and every opposite which is believed to exist which I am proving in my work is not a [1;-1], but a [0;0], where I actually bring it into the Devine Balance.

But the only way the “energies”, of whatever sort they are, could come to their full potential if was if our Creator created for us the path where we would eventually be able to manifest, not only for everything to come into its full potential, but also so that we could be able to manifest it back into its balance again. And that is necessary to bring those “opposites” back into their true balance again as in that way we are bringing the NOTHINGNESS (for me the Ultimate God – not the Feminine Devine that are doing the Creating work) back into Balance – as you can see, I bring the energies and the potentials to The Point of Balance, namely the Point [0;0]. And what else is 0 than Nothing. And that is what I am “creating” or manifesting in my work! To bring the Ultimate God into its place of Balance again. And you would not believe how awesome this state of mind of opposites can confuse man. I have examples in my work to show this. But of course my work hold in that both Einstein and Newton was “wrong”, but it was a “wrong” that was “right”. As if they did not come up with the ideas and the mathematics, we would not have been able to manifest and everything as we know it is not able to come to its full potential in this day and age. And this is what is causing the “what is believed”, chaos certain people are witnessing and experiencing. It is not spiraling down energy, it is actually every energy coming to its full potential, even the energy that exists because the word exist, namely the energy or word “opposites/duality”. And even the energy “chaos” has got to come to its full potential for The Ultimate God to come to Its full potential. And if you read my work you would see how the one is influencing the other for each and everyone/thing to come to their full potential – not just the energy form called man. But this does not make it now easy to understand, as the word/energy “complex” must also reach its full potential and in the process get put into its Point of Balance, the Point [0;0]. Now can you see why I think people do not understand what I am writing about or the levels it go to? As for Ascension to take place, not only does the energy “man” reach its full potential, but EVERY other thing that exists too, as ALL is some form of energy and all must reach its full potential for ALL to Ascend.

I do not know if you can follow what I am trying to say here. But these proofs to this are on my blogsite called:
ava414.wordpress.com
The most interesting parts I would say is all the Pages which you will find on the right side of the page when you land on the site. There is a department called “Pages” and under these “Pages”, is listed for one the proof that 1 = -1. This is under the heading: “THE BALANCE”.
Another important heading is: “Between The Desert and The Deap Blue Sea” as well as “Transforming Prism – an ILLUSION”. But actually all those pages contain the most essential works.
So in all of those “posts”, I have been busy with a “manifesting/creating” process.

With the above said in mind, I hope the pieces written now makes more sense…..
KIND REGARDS
11/02/2009 11:06am or 11 11 11 11 which all together adds up to 44, the Hebrew Name of God that in Gamatria works out on 44 that means: “I will be revealed at ever greater levels”. And 6, which is the upside down of 9, the number where it ALL comes Together.
Renee
11:09AM (South African Time)

My DOG

Dedication to Charlie, my CHIhuahua DOG. This photograph to show how hard he is working/was working to always be there for me and telling me that.

And what is so interesting is that there is a volcano which erupted at the same time my DOG had to cross over – the volcano in the South of “CHI”li, and it spit out ashes into the air for 30 kilometers into the air the day before my “CHI”huahua died. And it was not just all fire (volcano – or ashes as everything will come to ashes again), it was also the water thing – the cyclone in Mianmar which took nearly 100 000 people’s lives. There was also a huge earthquake in "CHI"na which registrated 7.8 on the scale. This quake happened 10km beneath the earth. Then there are hundreds without homes with tornado's/twisters hitting America and they are still not over.
So my Dog’s death went along with huge spectacles.

REGARDSava414 - Charlie and myself together as One, ava414.